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RELINK ME!!

2009-12-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

BLOG MOVED TO HERE!!!

Pls relink! Thank you!!! ^_______^

Blog Gone Dead

2009-06-20T11:16:00.000+08:00

so yeah. am closing down this place.
might have a new one though.
i'll see (:

moving on with life.

...

2008-12-30T22:20:00.005+08:00

我真的真的不想爱了。

越陷越深。越伤越痛。

算了吧。不想再等了。我也不想再争取什么。

就这么决定吧。我不再爱了。

edit : random stuff. im perfectly fine. lol

things i wanna say and things i want you to know

2008-12-27T21:30:00.013+08:00

Too strong for too long
everyone thinks we are too tough for needing someone by our side

But i don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
they don't know the truth. yeah. they don't know the truth, of how much i've fallen for you

Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what i feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
u know u hate him, but u just can't resist him

You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
you gave me love, you gave me hope, and you crash them altogether

Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
let me hear what i have been waiting to hear, please

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
you always do

you have found the key to my heart, now you just gotta find the lock.

Help~~~!!

2008-12-27T10:31:00.006+08:00

I opened the laptop this morning, sat in front of it, and started thinking

"where should i go to download english MP3s?''

so i've decided to try my blog friend's links. Which, then i just realized, all are connected to Kpop and Jpop only.

i dont know if i should laugh or what.

i can search for a korean/japanese song within a snap.

english song? well... i've spent 3 hours and with zero results.

Ironic, eh?

i didnt dare to go to any random sites to download anymore because that was what happened, and tada~! my own PC was attacked by Trojan. darn.

so, SOS here please!!

if ANY of you who are kind enough to le me know where to download western pops SAFELY, thank u very muchhhhhhhhhh <3

top listed wanna-download songs :
1 . Mary J Blige - Be Without You
2. Delta Goodrem ft. someone i forgot >_< - Almost Here
~~3. David Archuleta - Crush~~ ann is transferring this song to me. i love you ann!!! xD

current mood : ki siao aka going crazy

Love Is

2008-12-26T19:35:00.005+08:00

Love is when you can name a thousand bad points of a person, yet,
you still treat him as the other half of your heart.

shinhung08©

Love is when you can name a thousand bad points of a person, yet,
he means the whole world to you.

shinhung08©

Love is when you can name a thousand bad points of a person, yet,
you can still look at him and say, "I love you."

shinhung08©

shinhung at 740pm, 26/12/08

Cell Phone Picture Spam Part 2

2008-12-25T15:24:00.003+08:00

Hehe. Back for Part 2.
Ben, sabar lah! lol.

another cousin's wedding.
i love this pair of bears!

we were at school doing the Car Wash project.
the rain was pouring down.
a different feeling of St. Thomas.
it was raining so the place was dark. they switched on the light.
very nice (:

Melissa shy shy xD
it was really dark outside. it's as though it's already night time whereas it was only 4pm.

another one. Fadly go tickle her!!! hahaha.

Kuching Festival 08 at ACS Church.
me went there with mum and aunty for a concert.

On the way to Sarawak Culture Village for RYLA 08.
One of the mountains.

reached there! on the way to our dorm aka Iban Long House.

i forgot what were we doing. learning some dance i guess.

took the pic frm our room.
starting from the empty chair clockwise : Edgar, Lee Huay, Jessie, Pei Chen, Shu Kee

we're playing the same game i played 2 years back. it was much more fun then.
anyway, left to right : Edgar, Lewis, Sam, Meylan, Me, Nicole

he's our main facilitator, Leo.

1st row : Stefan, Edgar, Pei Chen, Me, Lee Huay
2nd row : Sean, Rowena, Shu Kee, Aaron, Lee Shiuan(showing off her tattoo. lol)

Well.. i fell down from the stairs in the village.
so, TADA! here's the bruise. it went way blue back after a while.
what a memory.

OKAY.
So well, i cut off a lot of pic from RYLA. since u know that i did not enjoy the camp at all. in fact i hated it.

So, now, let's go to some happy events!!
^______^

Doulos Mural Painting Competition.
Alvin was working on the long house.
Jocelyn and James.
Notice James's hand. Yeap. most of our hands were like that. We didnt have small brushes. so we had to use our hands. lol.

Ben was drawing the lil captain guy standing on the ship.
Jocelyn's drawing the captain's eyes.

Alvin, James(look at his palm!)

our painting was done! Alvin was writing the word ''DOULOS'' on our ship cause we actually forgot to write it in. Hehe. James was packing up.
It was a shame that i didnt get the process into my camera cause our hands were just TOO dirty.

Well, anyway, i'll pause it here for the moment. Need to prepare myself for a christmas celebration at Trinity Methodist Church later. It'd be my first time!
Will continue later on.
Have a Merry Christmas peeps! ^_______^

Cell Phone Picture Spam

2008-12-24T20:45:00.007+08:00

Well there are too many events that i've missed out.
So i'll just let the pictures speak (along with my captions.LOL)

Grandpa's birthday 08

Grandpa and youngest cousin in our family.

During ISCF senior farewell party. it was... not reali a success. sigh.
anyway, left to right:Azra, Ivan, Deborah, and the half gone head i think it belonged to Ben. lol.

the blue one laughing his head off literally, is Alvin Chai. XD

Fiona(in orange) was giving us some games which made me and Ben felt so stupid. lol.

the first time i drove around city with friends in car.
We went to deliver the invitation letters for the schools involved in ISCF Telematch 08.
Ben messing Esther's hair, who was trying to sleep. xD
I realize Esther sleeps EVERYWHERE she goes. Haha!

At Life Cafe. before Lettuce went off to Russia.
left to right : Leatrice, Esther

Budak ADHD's pig.
i was in his car i think. the background is my prefect blazer. LOL.

St. Thomas Cathedral Church Parish Sale 08
i was walking around looking for stuff to buy.
It almost ended so everyone was packing up.
i reached this stall. and i saw these.
I guess they were tired and wanted some fun. LOL.
but i wondered, how come, ONE KISS cost RM10 yet THREE KISSES are FREE?
xD

Preparation for the Charity Sale which was held in PTPL hall. For Creative Kindergartens.
We were blowing up balloons and making them into shapes.
i F.R.E.A.K.E.D. O.U.T.
-_____-

risking our lives by all those darts with the kids AIMING at US instead of the sterofoam(however u spell it)

Benjamin Ong the lalat xD

Lalat fight with Laser Gun!
left to right : Ben , Genevieve

Young Doctors visit to the Lions Nursing Home.
1st row left to right : Chia Wen, Poh Li, Phoebe, Pei Chen(she looked like she's being strangled xD), Rowena, Lee Shiuan
2nd row : Azimah, Lin Hui, Jocelyn, Lee Huay(the one strangling Pei Chen xD),Jasmine, Esther, Me
3rd rows(basically the monkeys xD) : forgot his name >.<,Fringky, forgot his name too>.<, Elmer aka kacang, Anderian Interact Club Installation Night at St. Joseph 08
Me, Ben, Violet, Esther, Natasha

Happy 18th Birthday to me!
Hehe. the cake looks plain cause it's homemade.
but the taste? better than u can get from a bakery. loved it!
another pic for memorial ^___^

the present i got for my senior, Yew Chye.
it was actuali a lil girly. so i kinda bought the wrong thing.
but nevertheless, i loved this bear! i wanted to keep it -____-''

Prefects' Dinner 08
Me on top, Esther below with the ^.^V pose. lol.
The first time i had eyeliner and mascara on OTHER than CNY.
Thanks Esther! lol.

Esther with... er... either Marilyn or Marie xD
Prefects' Dinner at Sarawak Culture Village

Ivan with Esther.
terlalu rapat liao lah adohh... >_<" Proudly presents, DBSK Mirotic BIG poster
wakakakaka.
i went down to the shop IMMEDIATELY after i received the message from Aiza unnie saying that YG magazine got include this big poster the other day.
Hahahahaha~~

We're at this HIV talk. Joan was trying to take a photo of me. I avoided JUST in time. hahaha.
Me shy ba! wakaka.
from the nearest to the camera to furthest : Hazimah, Me(covering my face), Monica, Azwin, Azra

Rasa pro. hahahahaha!
left to right : Sulai, Monica, Me, Hazimah, Azwin
Azra's gone! xD

Cousin's wedding.
my vain cousin took his photo with my hp camera.
so, anyway, presenting my dear cousin!
Just call him er.. Justin. He's a dancer! ^^

my another cousin was trying out the spectacles. LOL.
Justin at the back. he looked so gayish. Eww.

Interact Leadership Course at Telang Usan Hotel.
left to right : Lee Huay, Pei Chen, Shu Kee, Ms Sim

left to right : Esther, Rowena, Yung Jiun

left to right : Me, Esther, Rowena, Yung Jiun

Shu Kee became our waitress. lol

at the Spring.
my mum dint wanna smile. lol
top to bottom : cousin-in-law, mum

i din wanna take a pic at tat time so i made that >.<>so i was forced to take another pic -___-''

Interact Club World Water Monitoring Day joint with the Chemistry Institution of Malaysia.
Pei Chen chasing Fadly. lol.

Believe it or not. It was a CIGARETTE.
Yeap.
IN THE SOUP.
i ate it and spitted it out.
D.I.S.G.U.S.T.I.N.G

DON'T EVER EVER EAT AT YONG TAU FOO ANYMORE IN SPRING, KUCHING.

a closer look for you.
REMEMBER! DON'T EAT AT THAT PLACE EVER AGAIN!

We were doing Bio project in school.
Jiram here looked like he's having a picnic or sth. lol.
oh btw, he's the only guy in our group. haha.

Wind Cave in Bau,Sarawak.
Our Interact Club and St. Joseph's Interact Club members were supposed to accompany some boys from the Raffles' Institute from Singapore to tour around Kuching.

the cave was great. it looked like one of those BIG caves in those Hong Kong dramas where all the saints of kung fu master meditates in. lol.

Somewhere near the Wind Cave, we stopped for a break.
This is the Black Lake. i think(or i've watched too much Harry Potter)
Pei Chen, Yung Jiun, Me

we were attending the Alpha Youth Talk in Trinity Methodist Church.
2nd row : Ben, Jonathan
1st row : Me, Melissa

OKAY! so, that's all for now. too tired to continue.
lol.
will continue again next time when i feel like to.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!! ♥ ♥

2008-12-24T13:47:00.001+08:00

1st Timothy 4:12

Phillipians 4:13

i NEED to pray.
i NEED my spiritual life back.
i NEED Jesus back in my life.
i NEED them. NOW.

2008-12-18T12:47:00.002+08:00

hahahahahaha

okay.

this's gonna about my FIRST bank in experience.

Well i'm suppose to bank in RM10 for the cakes that i've mentioned in the previous post to Catz unnie.

So, Kai dropped me at CIMB Bank and i dragged Lisa down with me. I thought she might have known how to do the bank in thing. Which i just realized later, both of us had never did that before.

LOL.

So we went inside the bank.

Found the ATM machine.

i took out my phone, went to the Draft folder looking for the msg that i saved on the steps given by Catz unnie on ''How to bank in''. Haha xD

We're looking blur cause we're like observing at every machine. LOL.

So, first step, go for Cash Deposit ( which i cant find )

but i just simply pressed on the first option that was shown on the machine.

then it said ''Insert the account number''.

So, i looked at Lisa,

Me : What? need account number? but my friend said this one no need any card one wor.
Lisa : Huh? Dono. No need card?
Me : *pointing at the machine* but it says insert account number and sth sth card?
Lisa : Er..

So i went to all the other machines simply pressing anything. It's all the same.
Hahaha.

I actually remembered the wrong thing unnie told me. She said sth like, choose the cash deposit and i'll see her name or sth.
but i didnt remember when should her account number coming in. LOL.

so Lisa and i were all lost and keep pressing on the buttons.

the security guard was staring at us with O.o face.
i was thinking, ''i hope he's not thinking that we're trying to rob the bank or anything''.

xD

so, in the end,

Lisa : can u call and ask ur friend?
Me : call? but i nvr talk to her wor. pai seh leh. *typing msg to Catz unnie*
Lisa : Hmm?
Me : she's my forum friend. *deleted the msg. and dialling Catz unnie's number* (cause typing msg will be too slow)

*dialtone*
Catz unnie : Hello?
Me : Hi! *paused a moment* ( i was thinking, should i say ''Hi Unnie!" or what? cause i'm so used to calling her unnie. )
Me : *continues back* Ashley here. ( i decided to skip the part where i should greet her. Unnie,sorry >_< )
Me : I'm at the machine here. i.. dono how to use. i dont see any Cash Deposit option.
Catz unnie : Hi! (she sounds so CUTE!) Umm.. what do u see on the screen?
Me : *saying out all the options on the screen*
Catz unnie : Okay choose the first one.
Me : Yeap oredi. then it says insert account number? *I suddenly realized, it's asking me to insert Catz unnie's number, not MINE. i felt so dumb T__T*

Me : OH!!!! I know!! Insert YOUR acc. number ha? *i wanna knock myself at the machine. i stared at Lisa with the >_<" expression*
Catz unnie : *laughs* yeah.
Me : Oh.... okay.. done! Thank you!! Already in.
Catz unnie : *laughs* okay. Thank you. bye bye..
Me : *laughs* bye bye.. thank you!

right after i hung up,
Me : She sounds so CUTE!! I nvr knew her voice is so cute.
Lisa : really?
Me : yeah. she sounds so cute!!

and there i go~ the whole day amazed by unnie's voice. Haha.

Me : i feel so dumb. it's her acc number. not mine.
Lisa : .... hahahaha.

So, there, happily, i inserted her acc number and the machine proceeds.
So then i was suppose to insert the cash.

*arrange the RM10 cash properly*
*insert*

*patiently waiting......*

*the cash is being pushed out back*

Me and Lisa : Eeee...
Me : Why??? what again??

*looked at the money*
Me : Okay le.. it's new leh..
Me : it accepts RM10 right?

*looked up at the machine to check for the notice*
Me : correct leh.. they accept RM10 cash leh..
Lisa : er....

Me: or we placed it the wrong way?

*looked up at the machine again*
Me: Aduh. *saw the tutorial on how to put the money in*. we put the wrong way lah. (where i suddenly thought, i'm so dumb. the code part should be put upright. it's COMMON SENSE afterall =.='')

*insert the money again*

*machine shows ''succeed'' or sth like that*
Me : yay! okay done.
Lisa : lol..

i stared at the screen.
Me : are we suppose to do anything else?
Lisa : *looked at the screen*
Me : *looked at the screen*
Me : Nth la ho?
Lisa : eh.. no more kua..

*we took a step forward to leave*

then we went back to the machine again.
Me : nth liao la ho?

*the screen said ''Thank You For using blah3*
Me: okay. no more liao.
Lisa : hahaha. okay.

THE END

hahaha. we're laughing our way through walking back to Kai's car.
i felt like a total ''sakai''.
i looked at the secu guard.

Lisa : eh next time i can order stuff online liao.
Me : Yeah. i didn't know bank in would be so easy. i thought u need all those complicated paper works and so on.
Lisa : ya lor.

LOL.

Yeap. So, i've contributed RM10 for the cakes. Although it's a small amount, but it feels great!

So, tada!! Here's the cakes :

This one is for Jaejoong dear.
Korean word up there : Kim Jae Joong
CSSPH is our forum's shortform.

This one is for Junsu love.
Korean words : Kim Jun Su

Nyahahahaha. i feel like they're mine. LOL.
and i'm amazed by the person who did the design thing on the cakes. it really looks like the chibi Kim brothers. Love it.

as i was reading through our Stalkervania thread, Jung YunNi unnie said as they went to take the cake, the auntie was interested in where did they get the pictures. she said they were really cute.

LOL.

Hey, who knows they'll start baking cakes with those pic. Then we can find TVXQ cakes in bakeries!!

xD

Well, anyway,
Junsu's birthday was on the 15th Dec and Jaejoong's on the 26th Jan.
So this is also to celebrate their belated and early birthday with the others.

these cakes will be representing our forum.

Happy happy =D

X'mas Party With My SM Town

2008-12-18T12:21:00.003+08:00

Well, yeap. there's a party going on at Korea Plaza in KL which i cant attend cause i'm in Kch. Sad hu~

Information HERE

Anyway, a lot of forums are participating in it, including Cassiopeia Family, My SMTown and a lot more forums.

Well this is more like a Kpop forums Christmas gathering. There'll be real KOREANS performing.
and there'll be games, which the prizes are ALBUMS ( i WANT T____T)

Proudly to say, my Catz unnie aka our dear Count Dracula from our Stalkervania from Cassiopeia Family Forum will be the emcee for the event. LOL.

Aiza unnie will be attending too. Jung YunNi unnie will be attending too. i'm not sure who are the others frm our forum will go.

but anyway, i'm sure it'd be great fun.

and our forum had actually prepared 2 cakes for Jaejoong oppa and Junsu dear. WHICH i also paid some for it. feel so proud. haha. ( the next blog post will be about how i pass the money to Catz unnie. lol)

well, anyway. i'll update more of the event's pictures tonight. after they post it in forum.

Have fun~!

Compare and Contrast

2008-12-16T20:30:00.004+08:00

Well first. This post is gonna be a LITTLE offending to some of you.
There'll be some comparison done so if you're not a rational fan or an anti of TVXQ, you can leave this page now. Thank you.

However, i disclaim first, there's NO BASHING intended at all for this post.

i love and respect the artists that i'm going to mention here. just mocking out of love. no other negative means.

so, here goes.

(well im in the mood to blog, so haha, dont mind me)

Well. i was viewing through several videos of Asian Song Festival 08.
Of course, i started with TVXQ's parts. As usual, it was great. though some parts they went a lil out of breath, well u cant expect them not to breath while dancing AND singing. lol.

and eventually it lead me to Farenheit, a taiwanese group.
Well i'm not crazy over them like i do for TVXQ (=P) But i do adore these boys. i mean, they're funny and so on.

but u could see the differences in the performance.
well, i should say, TVXQ and Farenheit and some other boyband/groups are brought up in a different way.

i dont know how i should put this in english, but in chinese there's sth like, 实力派歌手and 偶像派歌手 . which literally means singer and idol.

实力派歌手refers to the singers that have all those that are needed to be a real singer. great vocals, as bonus, great dancing skills.
偶像派歌手 refers to IDOLS. they could be singers. but their vocal skills are not as great as the previous one. and they focus on their looks and packaging.

well, i could DARE say that TVXQ belongs to these two groups.
Why?
Because:
- they CAN sing. with GREAT vocals.
- they CAN dance. with amazing skills. (it can make u nosebleed all the time. xD)
- they have the LOOKS. they could kill just by staring at u.

well, yeah. i guess that was why i got so attracted to them besides the point that they are super funny. they are a bunch of DORKS. seriously.

because before i got to know them, im more to the chinese entertainment industry(well, duh. i'm a chinese. lol) from what i see, most of the boybands in the chinese ent industry either belong to the singer group, or the idol group. and well, no offence, some of them, they really CANT sing T_T

but 5566 is fine. Farenheit has the potential. i love some of their songs.

F4... i can't say that they can't sing cause they actually could. if they practise more. but, nevertheless, they did a good job.

and so on. i'm not gonna give more examples if not my blog is gonna be filled with anti fans. lol.

SORRY if i caused any annoyance.

well.. yeah. conclusion, i'm PROUD to be a Cassiopeia(thats what TVXQ's fans call themselves as)

Proud that i'm a fan to a group that has most of the qualities of a great singer.
Proud that i'm a fan to a group that has set a record in Guiness World Record.(YES IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED).
Proud that i'm a fan to a group that is Top Asian Star but they're as humble as ever.
Proud that i'm a fan to a group that is full of 5 dorks. they can be really dumb sometimes. lol. but hey, that cuteness can totally kill you. lol.

so.. yeah. that's all. haha. i know this post is a lil messed up, but, who cares. you get what i mean, tats what matters. lol.

here u goes, some video spams.
TVXQ's Mirotic performances during Asian Song Festival ( they sang LIVE )

Farenheit performances during Asian Song Festival ( they sang LIVE too! ^^ )

#@!%#@$^%&*

2008-12-16T19:13:00.003+08:00

I'm currently putting my Windows Media Player on max volume with Mirotic, Purple Line, Replay Boom Track BLASTING in my ears.

to cover my mum's voice.

why?

over my own stupidity.

well i was suppose to attend ShuKee's birthday party today(happy birthday kee kee!lol). i have got all her presents ready and everything.

but, HECK!

one thing about me is that, i can't seem to remember the damn f roads. i need to go through one area zillions times to get the damn place into my head.

so.. my mum didn't wanna send me down. i'm annoyed (now u know why im trying to cover over her voice)

i could have drive myself down.

but.

damn it.

i dont know the way.

ppl have been making fun of this but i don't think it's funny, at ALL.

so much for a stupid brain with small capacity. i cant get the whole kch into it cause its free space has been used up.

ha. ha. ha.

im not laughing.

Tohoshinki's 25th Single - Bolero

2008-12-16T17:15:00.010+08:00

No pro information bout this single first, lazy to go search for it. anyway, this 25th single is going to be the theme song for an anime-gone-movie's movie (sorry for my crappy grammar).

The anime is mainly about a dancer. I forgot what is the name of that anime.

The meaning of Bolero has sth to do with the Italian kind of music. ( i have oredi stated beforehand, i'm too lazy right now for all the pro information. if u wanna know more bout ''bolero'', go Wiki it yourself)

Well, this is the second song that i fell instantly in love with after Why Have I Fallen In Love With You. this song gives me gentle, soft kind of feelings. so, it's really great. it's gonna be at the top of my playlist too.

So, yeap. it's sth really worth to spend some time listening to it.

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well, my own PC is being attacked by Trojan. so.. i guess i have to destroy everything again.

WHICH, i hope, still in time to get all my babies, aka my TVXQ files out. Whatever it takes. i cant afford to lose them 13Gs of their stuff. i'll be needing a LONG time to recover them back. esp their earlier debut days things.

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Well, congrats to my team! Benjamin, Jocelyn, Alvin, James and me.
Great job all of you! Thanks for making it to the 3rd place.

Well, our team, Team 16, has managed to pull it through the Mural Painting Competition which is organized by Doulos(the ship) and co-organized by Bethany Youth Centre(i think). We managed to get the 3rd place out of the 20 teams that were competing.

That was the first time i actually contributed sth in PAINTING competition. My arts SUCKS, fyi. that was why i chose to take music education instead of art class in sch. LOL.

so, YAY!!!!

haha. although i gave u guys ALL the WRONG information. we went with nothing, no extra brushes, no pencils(thank God Jocelyn brought her pencilbox), with NO PLAN at all how are we gonna draw it, and with ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA OF WHAT THE THEME IS while the other teams ALREADY knew what the theme was. (nt reali my fault, there's no theme stated in the reg form!! :P)

so, HOORAY to us!

haha.

20th Dec, we're gonna go for a some kind of dinner with not much food. lol.

there'd be award ceremony, and there'll be reporters!!
Brother James called me to inform me about this and he said the dress code is casual smart. but there's gonna be REPORTERS(he emphasized on that word), so, dress SMART. xD xD

so.. yeah.

OH!! and the very next day we won the painting competition, i went for another dinner. held by Chemistry Institution of Malaysia (IKM). this time, another thing that i joined, won the FIRST PRIZE!! hahah.

well, me and *someone* promised to keep this as a secret first. and let them know as a surprsise when sch reopens.
so, we shall wait.

=D

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so...i guess i wont be able to update often after this. somehow i dont feel like approaching my PC recently. it gives me this somekinda pressure. not sure why.

i guess i need a longer break.

from this whole thing.

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well last but not least,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!!!

not to forget the true meaning of Christmas.

CHRISTmas.

Jesus Christ's Birthday!

Love You, Abba Father ^________^

so, well.

WHEN i have the mood again, i shall post about RYLA(the camp i went,which i find it sucky, no offense).

well everyone, take care!

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Oh, p/s: my wish for Christmas? since ppl keep asking me this.

GIVE ME A BOYFRIEND!

yea bunny. i've gone this far.

haha.

kidding.

a boyfriend is the last thing i want to have in the coming years. although sometimes i'm crazily needing someone.

recently SOME ppl keep making this phrase come across my mind, "boys suck "

uh huh.

u could guess why.

so....

all i want for Christmas is,

..................

(Give me Kim Jun Su)

Clothes gone?? gasp (RYLA here i come, again!)

2008-12-05T11:26:00.005+08:00

well, 2 more hours and i'll be out of the town, heading to Sarawak Cultural Village for god-knows-how-many times. LOL.

It's for RYLA, again. Woohooo~~~!!!! Returning for the camp after 2 years, it feels a lil different. perhaps it's because i'm going with a whole new bunch of ppl.

somehow, i dono why, i din feel good about this camp. But last nite i get to know that Tasha is also going, i thought '' it's not gonna be so bad after all''.

So.. yeah. here i am. started packing.(okay dont nag. it's my habit to pack on the morning bfore the event. my record was one hour before the flight. xD)

i realized a lot of my clothes are missing.

looked here and there, up and down.
i cant help but wondered, where did my 2 pairs of tracksuit go? where did my sabah shirt and RYLA 2006 shirt go? where is my teddy bear pajamas? even one of my prefect skirt is gone(my mum has been nagging non stop bout it).

in the end, i found the sabah shirt at my sis's side, the RYLA shirt gone to dad's place(i know.. don't ask me. ask my mum.) the others are still a mystery.

i just wonder. HMM....

anyway, so, i'll be gone till the 8th and will come back with another pack schedule.

holidays? so NOT.

alright.. should go back packing now.

take care all~!

^_____________^ -shinhung/ashley-

Oh btw, if u guys wanna know what's RYLA, it stands for Rotary Youth Leadership Award. It's organized by the Rotary Clubs for Interactors and some Rotaractors. For more information, CLICK ME~! =)

Love Bye Love 사랑 안녕 사랑 by TVXQ!

2008-11-27T16:03:00.003+08:00

Love Bye Love 사랑 안녕 사랑 is one of the 4 songs that are included in the Mirotic Repackaged version.

From the moment i heard of this song, i'm loving it to the max. Maybe it's because of the easy-to-catch melody and oso another crucial point is that, all the members especially Jaejoong was singing his heart out. U could hear the way they sing as though they're singing it out of pain.

So, it really rocks.

and so.. yesterday some unhappy stuff happened and i actually cried myself to sleep listening to this song. So, it's gonna stay on top of my playing list for a real long time.

Here's the translation for this song, and u could listen to this song playing while u're in my blog.

LOVE BYE LOVE
The phone that rang when time kissed with sadness,
I wasn't able to do anything for you when I heard your voice after you had cried,
'Don't cry, I understand everything. I'm sorry' the words I added,
The longing surpressed the love when you asked to break up

When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now

In my dreams, the tears dance; when I open my eyes in the morning, I wash your scent away,
I prepare while wearing new clothles, as if I'm congratulating the first day of being alone

The music I can hear in the crowded street, I can feel my heart stop beating today,
Was I always a good person towards you? Our happy days which could not be stopped like the clouds

When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now

Yo! Everytime, I guess the short time has put my heart in pain,
I guess I hurt you during the times you were crying,
The password of your house we used together,
I'm starting to forget it before your hands touch mine

Being hurt again by the love you have given me,
The grevious pain, a wanderer who wears an achromatic color,
The loser in the tears that could not be embraced,
Let's not ever experience a love like this

Although it's a beautiful day, why is that only tears fill my eyes?

When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now

When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now.

credits to :ginaaax3@soompi + DBSKer Archives

Download link : MEDIAFIRE
Link credits to www.bww2.com

2U ; Two Dorkiet Guy ever ; Yoochun & Yunho

2008-11-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

This is totally LMAO-ish. So far we have no idea what are these 2 videos for yet, but it's worth the watch! (though some said it's a new aid for Haptic? no idea)

TOO DORKY TO BE TRUE.

Dorky Duo Video 1:

Oh my gdness. the armpit hair, Micky o__o''

Dorky Duo Video 2:

KuchingBloggers whhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~!!!!

2008-11-26T02:30:00.003+08:00

OKAY! I WANNA USE CAP FOR THIS WHOLE THING.

KUCHINGBLOGGERS.

I SEE IT EVERYWHERE. BUT I NEVER BOTHER TO LINK TO IT.
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A LOGO FOR A GROUP OR STH.

I NEVER KNEW U COULD GET BENEFITS FROM IT.

EDINA HAS GOT A TIX TO RYNN'S CONCERT.

I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE JUST SENT AN EMAIL OVER TO THEM. I REALLY REALLY HOPE I COULD GET AT LEAST ONE.
(but it says the 15 earliest bloggers that replied. FIFTEEN! and it was posted for almost one week ago.. waeee wae!!!!)

huhuhuhuhu =__________=

i'm not a really big fan but his new album is nice. loving his 改嫁. and i got his signature on his previous album. so i'm colllecting another want.

KUCHING BLOGGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAYA MAHU TIKET ITU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAGI SAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA =(

TOLOOOONNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

whatever is this post for. lol

2008-11-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Since someone complained that i din mention anything bout him.

so i shall say sth bout that person.

don't wanna reveal who u are kah?

ok lo~

call him the ADHD kid. lol. but recently the ADHD percentage has been cut down, since the brain concussion day.

rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk rllk

puas?

haha. ok.

the end of this aimless post.

Vince & Sam declared as the winner of The Amazing Race Asia 3 [TARA]

2008-11-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

*screams!!!!*

Haha~ alrite, i'm a lil slow since i watched the replay instead of the original scheduled show.
However, VINCE & SAM won~~!! *champagne bottles popping and wine pouring*

Party time people~! xD

Well.. they're the team that i truly loved ever since the race started.

my heart was beating really really fast during the last detour. Geoff&Tisha from the Phillipines were actually on the lead but due to the lost taxi driver, Sam and Vince got to be ahead of them.

" When it comes to rowing boats, we're gonna be ahead of the HK boys."

Not exactly quoted, said by Geoff.

but somehow it turned out that Geoff's boat kept turning around in a big circle. While they're having a hard time getting the boat going in the right way, Vince&Sam got the clue, heading for the last task.

It's a task where they're suppose to dig a treasure box buried under the sand. While Vince and Sam were exhausted digging for it, Geoff&Tisha were catching up, reaching the same stop for the task. (where i almost screamed while holding the TV)

suddenly Vince shouted "Sam i felt it! Here! Here!"
Hohoho~ u can't imagine the tension if u're not there to watch it. Adrenaline was pumping non stop.

to make it even more exciting, Geoff&Tisha found it too. In fact,G&T found it a few minutes earlier than V&S.

so there they were, digging and digging and digging for the treasure box.

and finally, with the best teamwork, though exhausted and almost dehydrated, Vince and Sam carried the treasure box and headed to the final pit stop.

Hahahaha~ alright, u can imagine me screaming in front of the tv alone.
(Yeah, TARA has got the power to make one to do that kind of thing. LOL)

As Alex said, "Vince and Sam, congratulations. You're officially the first team to arrive and the winner of The Amazing Race Asia!!!"

(again, not exactly quoted, cause u can't expect me to remember every word he said, can u =D)

Geoff and Tisha arrived second, while Ida and Tania arrived last but third of the total race.

Weee~~ my fav team won!!!! weeee haa~~

Congratulations Vince and Sam!!! US$100,000 in their hands!

Well anyway, Ida and Tania, the heiress and actress, from Malaysia, i really gotta say that i salute both of you. Because u girls proved that you can do it. Proud of you guys *huggles*

Geoff and Tisha, congrats to u guys too :) good job. (but learn to be modest, eh? :D)

Vince & Sam. Winner of TARA 3

once again, this remind me of the past season of TARA 2, my fav team, Adrian and Collin won too. One of them are incompetent in hearing, yet both of their teamwork really rocks.

Adrian & Collin, Winner of TARA 2

and also, for TARA2, Malaysian team came in as 1st runner up. U go girls! ^__________^

Well alrite, basically i dont wanna flood my blog with too much info, so for more spazz about TARA 3, click HERE , HERE or HERE.

Have a great time~!

Cheers~ ♥

DBSK We Love You - 1 year 7 months

2008-11-19T02:30:00.011+08:00

1 year and 7 months. They finally made their 4th comeback on the 24.09.08.

after living in Japan for almost 2 years, they succeeded in the Jpop industry. Reaching the top by topping the chart continuosly for 3 singles, breaking the record even as a foreign singer.

they came back, to Korea, a place where DBSK started, a place where the five legendary singers were born.

They are forever hyped up everywhere they go, filling the air with their laughters and dorky acts.
People were all thinking, what could these boys worry for, as they are at the peak of everything?

But, all Cassiopeia know, behind all the smiles, behind all the gags, behind all the jokes, there are more than that. The tears, the pain, the injuries, the worries.

We know.

For getting the BEST ALBUM OF THE YEAR in MKMF, DBSK's youngest member, Changmin, a person who we never expected him to cry, because he had always pulled through the time when all his older fellow members cried, he held back the tears.

This time, he shed the tears of joy, the tears of relief.

For all these time, 1 year and 7 months, Cassiopeia are still guarding over them. We remain the same, loving you guys as much as before.

This video is a tribute from a Cassiopeia, to TVXQ.
Translation credits goes to : kroongho@livejournal
Subbed and encoding credits goes to : eternalmerkamoon4@YouTube

DBSK We Love You - 1 year 7 months

Cassiopeia & TVXQ! = life and love

Oppa-deuls, chukahae yo. Geurigu, yeongwhoni saranghae. Uri da, Jjangi da! ^_________^
Aja aja, hwaiting~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不爱了，不疼了。

2008-11-19T02:05:00.002+08:00

那种想爱却又怕被伤害而不敢去爱的那种感觉，你有过吗？

每次想放入真感情时，才发现原来自己只是别人的备胎。

一次又一次的不断伤害，就只有把心房给锁起来。

没感觉了。不爱了。也就不会受伤害了。

也许，这是最好的方法吧。

我。。该放手了吗？

2008-11-18T02:08:00.005+08:00

今天他告诉我，他有女朋友了。

我愣了一下。然后故作镇定的恭喜他。

是第一个吧。

一直以来，我都有个梦。这个梦，只有他能让它完成。那就是，我是他的第一个，他是我的第一个。

现在。。梦，只只能是梦了。

瞧他骄傲的对我说，她会弹吉他，唱歌非常棒。

我也只能呆呆的苦笑。

九年。九年了。
九年的单恋了。
我。。。真的应该放手了吗？

Wrong Number MV

2008-11-12T21:34:00.008+08:00

Alright. I've broke my own promise. I've promised myself not to listen to any of their songs until i got their album in my hands. but, now that Wrong Number MV is out, i couldn't control myself anymore~~!!! so i went ahead and watched the video and listened to the song, repeating it zillions of times.

Here u go, enjoy!

Well, a few things that i've noticed in the MV.

Yunjae and Yoosu couple phenomenon:

1. The hotel looks quite like the one in Purple Line, added that it's also in purple colour.
and one more thing that made me laughed was, Micky got to drive the car in Purple Line, and now, this time, the lover, Xiah Junsu got to drive it. LOL.
That's cute.

2. . In Purple Line, Yunho had a solo rapping part accompied by dancers. This time, in Wrong Number, Jaejoong also got a solo rapping part, accompanied by dancers. Interesting eh..

AND, like in the Beautiful You MV, Yunho got the bathroom again. xD xD
this time hotter than before, *cough*. haha. He was unclothed in a bath tub. the top part ONLY, of course. we have many young fans too, fyi. LOL.

so, yeah. basically, the whole MV was good. Micky's hair looks really nice this time. Everyone looks smoking hot. With Junsu's lil punk style. love him to death.

Changmin used to be ignore-able to me(lol. sorry >.<) but now, he's just too... not ignore-able. xD xD that kid has really grown up. and Jaejoong. He is no more being out-of-the-situation in MVs. i realized that starting in Mirotic MV. he seems to be able to be actually get into the MV's mood. unlike the previous MVs which he looked kinda spaced out. LOL. but hey, he's cute tat way u know. LOL. and.. yeah. His rap here. awesome. do it more dear.

Well, yeah. basically tats what i think about this MV.

honestly, i actually expected more luxurious scenes cause this hotel really looks AWESOME. to those who has never see any photos of this hotel/motel before, go and check it out. it's freaking stylish.

but nevertheless, boys u guys did a good job. love ya!

^__________________^

when can i let go

2008-11-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

Was working on my fic, and browsing through deviantart.
i was looking on ''trees'' under Photography and i found a lot of amazing shots.
i started to agree that nature photography is really good.
so i decided to go to your site and tell u this.

when i opened ur homepage, the first thing i saw was her photo. smiling so sweetly for you.
i clicked the photo and it linked to your Flickr.

Under the photo, you wrote, ''I love her."

You love her.
I know.
You love her.

but, do you ever know that, i love you?

amazing grace

2008-11-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

First Class with TVXQ! , can you imagine that?

2008-11-02T22:12:00.006+08:00

This is an info obtained from Csspf, original post can be found HERE.
It's a true Phillipines fan account who got the chance to be in the same plane with the boys.

We've always known DBSK has been flying first class ever since, but seeing photos of them actually being inside a cabin made me appreciate SM's effort to take care of our boys despite their inhumanly trying schedule.

Mou~ I remember this Filipina fan account who got upgraded to first class home to the Philippines because the airlines messed up her connecting flight from Korea. She got to sit next to Junsu, with YunJae behind them (she referred to Jae as GBHG - "gorgeous black-haired guy", I think), but at that time she had no idea who they were yet. Su was being so ADHD she even thought he's mentally-challenged, and when he laughed his high-pitched laughter, she thought he was gay. xD She was kind of disturbed by his blatant lack of respect for personal space. Later on though, they bonded by the power of a Bleach manga. xD Su even took a picture of them together when the plane was taxiing in Manila. Only about a couple of months later after the flight did she discover who they were, because her sister became a fan of them and had a poster up in her room. She was like, all casual, "Oh, I was on a plane with them." Her sister was, "0__0. No freaking way." *_*

I could only imaging the amount of head-desking and face-palming that had happened since then, when she already became a fan. xD

I still find her incredibly lucky. ♥ Now if I were on plane ride with them, lessee, 12 hours straight sitting beside them, sharing turbulance and tight spaces... *____* I'd probably pretend to NOT be a fan and try to cajole one of them into a conversation of sorts. That is, if I don't suffer a stroke first out of sheer shock. xD

My reply in forum :
Okay.. ready? Go. *SCREAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*

*take a deep breath~~~*

fuh fuh ha~ fuh fuh ha~

i'd be sooooooooooooooooooooooo kicking myself if i were her.
LOL.

Man! 1 in a million chances of having such chances!!

isnt tat like fate??? suddenly changing to first class and got to sit with world's no.1 group.

are u kidding me??

and taking pic with Su dear??????????????

panadol panadol, i need panadol~~

XD XD XD

LOL. so, yeah, tat was it.

well anyway, i was laughing my head off reading about the girl actually thought Junsu dear had ADHD and she thought he was mentally-challenged, AND when she heard his laughter she thought he was gay??? and i bet she is IN LOVE with his laughter now. LOL.

totally LMAO-ish.

well, Xiah is in love with Bleach eh? should i start watching Bleach now? cause i've been anti-Bleach. LOL.
so that well, u know, someday, maybe, who knows, i'll be able to meet him, and we could talk about Bleach whole day! *dreaming away~~~*

lalalalalalala~

xD

Left Behind

2008-10-27T01:37:00.002+08:00

Im spending less time there. Losing track of what's going on.
There are new families, new relationships.

I just feel.. i dont know. Sad.

It's like, i used to be part of them. Now, i feel totally left out.

Sometimes i really feel like i wanna leave that place, since it doesnt need me anymore.

But i couldnt. I just can't.

Should i leave? or should i stay?

i don't know.

Maybe starting from now on, i'd only be a silent watcher. a silent angel that is still guarding the place, but will not show myself and express my love to others like i did before.

Maybe it hurts less that way. Maybe.

Do You Know

2008-10-25T02:07:00.003+08:00

i just wonder, do you ever realize how much i've sacrificed for you?
the things that i've chose to let go, for the sake of getting to be with you.
do you ever realize that?

it's for those few short seconds,
when i could brush over your shoulder,
when i could walk alongside with you,
when i could brush through your fingers,
when i could just look at that lovely face of yours.

do you ever realize that someone has been watching over you for the past few years?
do you even know that ''someone'' exists?
do you know that she has gone through so much pain,
just so that she could watch you at the corner of the street,
while your eyes are set on other pretty girls.

she knows, she does not have what it takes for you to look at her.

just by looking at you smiling at the corner, is more than what she could wishes for.

do you know, she is there, waiting for you to realize,
there's an angel watching over you waiting to be loved?

do you ever know.

A Tribute to Cassiopeia Family

2008-10-19T23:05:00.004+08:00

Play the song while u're reading this post. That works best. Trust me ^^

My Everything.mp3

Cassiopeia Family.

It used to be an unfamiliar word to me. Not until Audrey saved the pages with lyrics and pass it to me. I opened the page and entered a total stranger world.

I never knew what was an online ''forum'' before that.

Bit by bit, i get the picture of what an online forum is actually like.

One day, while i was staying over at my cousin's house, i decided to check that website out.
I registered myself as a newbie at 2.00a.m. . It was in August 2007.

i was so amazed by everything there. as a newbie i was kind of lost but soon i'm getting used to it.

i was always admiring the ppl who are labelled as Admin, Global Moderator, Moderators, Translators and so on. They looked so awesome.

So, one day, i tried to involve myself a lil by applying to become a Chinese Translator. and my application was approved! i was sssoooooo happy when i knew that.
I was so passionate bout my first online job. i registered myself at some other chinese TVXQ!'s website, looking for information and translate it. Usually once i started to do my job, i'll take at least 5 to 6 hours.

However, i was having SPM that year and i did not have streamyx and was using dial up. So i went inactive for a period of time and sadly, i missed out most of the crucial staff meetings and one day, i went online and read a PM saying there'll be staff recruitment. and... yeah. I was fired.

LOL. too bad lo~~ i was sad for a pretty long time. but, my own fault. LOL.

However, i continued staying there cz it's like my only source to get TVXQ!'s news? LOL.
Then although i'm no more a staff but i enjoyed hanging around that place. Knowing more Cassies and crapping along with them since they have a shoutbox.

That's one thing i love about CF. The shoutbox. It always have the power to make the forum looks so alive. Vener, thank you for the shoutbox ^_______^ U rock, dude.

And i started to feel really connected to Cassiopeias over there, like Aiza unnie, Tie dear, Hosh, Erica, Jaeshin unnie and all the others. It started to feel like home and it's addictive.
It's a must go place everyday.

i know it may sounds silly but Cassiopeia Family really have that kind of power to suck ppl into it like a black hole.

and one day, Erica suddenly asked for me and we were chatting on MSN. She asked if i was interested in becoming a moderator.

i just went blank cz i never wished or even dare to dream in becoming one because ''moderator'' is like, so, WOW~~ XD

then i went through an interview and tada~ i was employed~!!

i screamed. in front of the PC. LOL.
i never imagined a day when i could be called as a MODERATOR in Cassiopeia Family.

and later i found out that it was Aiza unnie that had recommended me. Aiza unnie i love you!! Thank you soo soo much! U dono how much that meant to me, seriously. Saranghae!

and so, yeah, here i am today. Giving services to CF all the best i can. Although recently i've been spending less time there. U guys know how crazy F6 life could be. lol.

and here i'd like to say sorry to Erica dear, cause i know i can be annoying sometimes, asking endless questions, giving endless suggestions and blih blah2 alot. Mianhe... Remember there's this time when we all stayed up late at night just because of wanting to catch those few girls that keep using foul languages in the shoutbox? That was a memorable memory. love you guys. love the way we work together towards a goal.

Hermione, thank you for creating this forum and making it my online home. ^__^ Continue to sing and we Cassies will support u~! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Vener, thank you so much dude. LOL. Coolness. Our male admin. you rock. thanks for the forum ^_____^

Aiza unnie, i have too much to say to u lah basically. Hehe. i really just wanna thank you for everything, thank you for all the words said to me, thank you for every seconds spent talking to me. STPM is coming real soon and i pray for the best of you unnie. Jaejoong will be right there watching over you too ^___^

Count Dracula aka Catz unnie, thank you so so much for the home u offered me. Stalkervania rocks to the end! ^___^ Thanks for 'lantik-ing' me as ur Dampiel. love that. Hehe.

I also remembered the Michelle/Mirabelle incident which we all cooperated. Well Mich, i kinda miss you and i know u're still in the forum, with another ID. nevertheless, im realli happy that u continue to be with us with a total different attitude now and i know, u live in the same town as i do so let's meet up someday! ^^

and of course, there were some bad incidents and experience but that is what we call Learning, don't we? We learn through mistakes and we grow and be a better person.

and all the others, Tie my lovey, Hosh dear, Jolene unnie, Yukie wolfie, Cakie unnie, Farra unnie, U-Yui i miss you!, lynbabysusu, rainny, Heme-ssi my Korean guru, pYnic i miss seeing you, Jaeshin unnie i miss u, Clareen, Rochel dear, nini, gummy, fiona the webmaster, jolyn and fiona where did u go long time din see u and all those members i really miss seeing around in CF, i know u guys dono me but i reali miss seeing u guys in forum, Rebecca*ling, viruslove_dbsg, fennier, x_jinjoo our dear admin, and many many more.

Well, and Congratulations to Csspf that has just got 6000+ members joining the forum~! our CF love is growing, Dong Bang love is growing. Way to go Cassies~! <3 style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Stalkervania : Thank you for this sub-home Count D. thank you for this mansion and all the Stalkers. i miss the time when midnight comes, all of us will gather there and spam all night. Cakie, i'll keep on praying for your health. Must take care of yourself alrite! Love you all =)

Well, as an ending,
CASSIOPEIA FAMILY ROCKS TO THE END!!
I'll stick with you all till the end ^______________^

Click to join Cassiopeia Family

Kick that~!

2008-10-13T14:31:00.002+08:00

Today, Mathematics S & T Paper 1&2.

How was it?

Heeeee *grinning*

Answer : i will be thankful if i can get 10 out of 100.

and i'm serious. when i say i will fail that test, i will.

well cause u know why? Mathematics. Too many formulas, too many concepts, too little time, too little homeworks done, too much procrastination going on.

but u know what? I'm gonna kick this subject as well as the other 4 in this year.

This time i got 10 out of 100, the nextime i will get 100 out of 100. haha. Kidding. 70 above is enough.

I'm gonna kick chemistry, mathematics, and swallow biology and finish the whole world's graph papers doing my PA and read the whole dictionary to kick in MUET.

For the sake of 4flats, for the sake of AIMST, for the sake of the title 'doctor', for the sake of God, i'll start kicking those subjects starting from now on.

向4A~~~~看齐!!!!
冲啊！！！！！

Love Again, my lee hom

2008-10-12T23:28:00.005+08:00

I just downloaded a live song, You Raised Me Up by Lee Hom featuring Westlife.

That was AWESOME.

Fell in love with him, once again.

I guess not all know that Lee Hom was actually the very first artist that i really really admire and respected before i knew TVXQ! and i still do.

I started to develope interest in him when i was in Primary 4/5. It all started when i found out that ''someone'' really loves Lee Hom and i'd do anyting to get to know everything that ''someone'' likes. So, yeah. Tat's how i started to know Lee Hom. (and one thing, that ''someone'' actually LOOKS LIKE with Lee Hom, alot. so.. yeah =])

Firstly,Lee Hom is a great kid, blessed with talents in music. His voice is just great, awesome and i dono, amazing. He can play up to 7 kinds or more musical instruments namely : piano, guitar, drums, er hu, violin, and a few more i cant remember the instrument's name.

Being a banana(chinese tat could not understand Mandarin)that grew up in the States, he came to Taiwan, starting from the simplest ''How are you?'' in Mandarin to all the songs that he wrote in his albums. The lyrics he composes are usually beautiful and poetic. Even a person like me, who's chinese-educated since young could not compare to him. I'm really amazed by this boy. *salute*

His great passion for music is also one of the main point why i've been in love with him for over 9 years now. He's a great motivation for me to continue exploring the music world. Although i can't make it as my career now, i'll still continue to involve myself with music playing for the rest of my life as my passion.

His music touches my soul.

I feel really guilty because for the past 9 years i din do much research on him as much as im doing on TVXQ! right now because i was an Internet idiot(almost. lol) so all i could do was listening to his music by CD.

and guessss what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was able to meet him IN PERSON and HE SMILED AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ HE SMILED AT ME!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

wahaahaha. i still remember, after he did that, i totally became like someone who just got knocked in the head and kept on smiling saying that ''he smiled at me he smiled at me he smiled at meeeeee!!! ME!!!!!!''

LOL. My whole family knows i was his big big fan since im was in primary school.

Awww.. how i miss him.

Lee Hom dear, u'll still be my number one star till the end of time! U rock!
(and of course, TVXQ dears u guys got the same rank. dont be jealous. lol)

P/S: He's the original composer for the song ''One World One Dream'' for Olympics 2008. So, do u see now, how talented he is? ^^

力宏，要一直好好的走下去。你的音乐感动了我，感动了全世界。
不要停。不可以停。因为你停了，我也不知道要怎么走下去。
所以，加油咯！！！！ You Rock! ^_____________^

randoms again

2008-10-12T20:53:00.006+08:00

1. I got youuuuuuuuuu~~ under my skin. I'm under their spell! Mirotic is wayyyy hawt.

2. I will wait PATIENTLY for TVXQ!'s Mirotic repackaged version and for now, i'll restrain myself from downloading any other songs besides Mirotic and Hey! Dont Let Me Down from this album till i get the original CD and listen from there. I SHALL WAIT P.A.T.I.E.N.T.L.Y.
P/s: Oh did i mention i have NOT listen to any other songs yet? Except for Mirotic and Hey! I'm suffering!!!!!!!!! >.<

3. I will change my blog's layout to a much simpler one when i come back later. Yesterday i saw chOcolate's layout it was reali nice.

4. I will do Audrey's tag when i come back later~~(although i wasnt even tagged)~~. LOL.

5. Oh yay! i got a Mp3 player as a bday present from sis. 4GB. double sized of my phone's memory card. Wohoo~ I'm gonna put ALL TVXQ's songs in. LOL.

6. Will post updates on my birthday and also the stay in 360 Hotel(i know, it's been almost 2 months. but, nvm)

7. I've been trying out a lot of spoilers since long long time ago. Yest Kevin gave me a few but only ONE worked. so frustrated.
anyway, thanks yo Kevin.

Kevin 来来~~ Haha.

8. Will let u see one of spoilers. Don't really like this kind tho cause it still eats up space. but it's good for censored words. Haha! It's suppose to turn INVISIBLE. Highlight to read it. Here You Go ----->> Lalala~~ this is the spoiler! =D kinda cool eh?
P/S: i just realized, i could have just coloured those words white. they'll have the same effect. *swt* OH WELL. *roll eyes* Haha.

9. I'm also still trying to figure out the HTML code for marquee.

10. That's all. oh wait, before i end, JS i love you~! ^_______________^

11. Last one last one, i promise. Please do spend some time here to join in the 9999 I Love You Project by Cassiopeia Family. Just click on the picture, it'll automatically link u there. Have fun~! <3

Toodles~!

it's bout blah and blah

2008-10-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

i was allowed to use the word ''shitty'' after a while. chemistry today was shitty. it was damn easy but i dont know how to do it. funny, eh?

spaced out today the whole day after exam. cant even get a single new cell name into my brain right. pathetic.

i just wonder why suddenly he's being so nice to me. i wonder.

noooo wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. that dude fits totally into my category.
he plays drum.
he's cute.
he's FUNNY.
he does poppin'.
he's a christian!

Grrr.. but i guess a crush stays as a crush. Haha. Bunny says go for him? Haha. nah~ qualified for a crush. more than that? dont think so YET. haha.

Was checking out Audrey's post.
Azuzephre I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

sigh. i feel so sad suddenly. he's so so lovable. Now Pon and Zi have a total different meaning to me. and i love you more now Jeff. Stay strong. Move on and i'm sure u'll be better.

i'm being random again.

oh and i found this stamp in deviantart.
''Shut Up You're Not Japanese''.
i dont know if i should laugh or.... LOL. oh well, have no comment on that. but i'm def using that stamp in my DArt. LOL.

and.....................

i dont give it a damn.

that means i don't care? my eng is becoming sucky. no idea why.

brain cells dying. maybe.

damn it. i want to go Japan!

ignoring ppl. not completing what i'm suppose to complete. getting back the key. blih blih blah blah. i dont give it a damn. sick of it.

i guess tat's how u apply that sentence rite? anyway, toodles.

i miss you audrey!

Happy Belated Birthday to me =3

2008-10-02T20:54:00.004+08:00

Well i guess a lot of ppl had know about the argument of ''who got the song first'' between TVXQ! and Sarah Connor over the song Mirotic(TVXQ!'s) and Under My Skin(Sarah Connor's).

Well personally of course i love TVXQ!'s version more NOT because i love those boys, but because of the way they present the song. Their voices fused together and that creates a total different feeling of the song like what Sarah Connor did. Her version is not bad, too.

Although some ppl said TVXQ!'s version sucks, i strongly disagree with that. Their harmonies are still great.

FYI for those that are clueless of what i'm saying here, here's the issue:
SM Entertainment and Sarah Connor bought the song at about the same time, though some says TVXQ! bought it earlier than S.Connor.
However, S.Connor released the song in June hence making it looks as thought TVXQ! ''duplicated'' her song, so to say.

Which version is better? Well, i just gotta say that, both versions have their own attractiveness. (I'm still on TVXQ's side tho, forgive me for my inner crazy fangirl thinking) LOL.

Well, anyway, back to Mirotic album.

as u can see from above, that's the Version A and Version B.

can u let me scream? HOW ON EARTH AM I GONNA CHOOSE WHICH TO BUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY =O

it'd be no problem if i'm a rich spoilt brat. but but, wth. ohhhhh =O

i want both! Gah.

and until now, the only 2 songs i know from this album is Mirotic and Hey!Don't Let Me Down.

Normally by now i'd have the whole mini album in my PC/phone and i could pratically singing each of the songs.

WHY? Why am i still not getting and listening the other songs?

It's because i wanna wait till i get the album and listen from an ORIGINAL CD.

Aww man. u know how torturing this is???? =O

how long am i suppose to wait for the repackaged vers??? and it better not be too expensive, if not, Lee Soo Man, im gonna burn down SM.(i'll make sure TVXQ and Suju get out frm there first, of course. LOL)

aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. going crazy >.<

and yesterday i went to the cd store, but i found no Mirotic album!! what the.... =.=

anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to me!

Hee =]

changes

2008-09-21T22:33:00.004+08:00

i guess it hurts the most when ppl who u consider as 'best friend' only treat u as their 'friend'.

that happens all the time, eh?

this year i could say that i've been through lots of emotional switching(such word?oh well), oh and lots of self-realization? Hmmm.. i wonder.

well, first. sometimes when someone is hurting too much, he/she could just shut down and went totally numb. as for me, im 'helping' myself by ignoring some issues. it's not really a good thing, really. but it just seem so, so, i dono, a self-reflection thing?

when u get hurt, ur brain automatically send signals to your nerves telling you to back off.

i guess that was what happened, or, happening.

as days went by, i realize, certain things, i'll never learn how to accept them. instead, i learn to ignore or neglect them.

ne.... getting too much influenced by Kyo?

just letting the selfish me running wild i suppose. sometimes it feels much better that way, seriously.

now now, the 'jiwang' me is coming out again. LOL.

and i enjoy sarcasm a lot these days.

ah~ im being so random. LOL. weeeeeeeee~~ having a crush. Haha! maybe? maybe not. well anyway, it's been quite a experience these few months.

one big realization:
a species called the homosapiens, namely Men/Boys/Guys could easily switch from a super sweet human to an extremely cold, rude person.

when he's after you, he could be as sweet as honey. when he's sick of you, don't ever expect anything nice from him, at all.

that's the sickening truth.

that is why i prefer to stay alone.

a small p/s:
if you are in the mood of ''just trying around'', don't you ever dare to try to start flirting around with me.

Because once you say ''i care about you'', i will believe so.

[VID] TVXQ!'S Mirotic 3rd Teaser (HQ)

2008-09-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

[GIFs] Mirotic MV

2008-09-21T15:59:00.002+08:00

Here go a few GIFs for u to enjoy. From Mirotic's MV.

hotness :]

the hot leader is back :D im soooooo glad he cut his hair.

Jaejoong. Back with his usual sexiness :]

Changmin. From a boy to a grown man. Back with his short hair. Love it :3

Yoochun. Back with the half tilted mushroom hairstyle. It could be really stylish tho.
Love the violent Micky in this MV. totally hot :D

Junsu. This dolphin boy is back with his ever so hot ~~body~~. i cant believe i just said tat >.<" LOL.
i love this dolphin boy! :3

Obviously this album's concept is on grown man, matured, sexiness, intense kind of feeling.

At first i was kinda worried for the 4th comeback for these boys because their 3rd album had a real good results and i just wondered if they could go more than that.

and, Tada! it is proven that these boys are just starting to get to the top.

they never dissapoint me :)

Well, this album has some intense feeling kind of songs, and also ballad to show off their recognised great vocals, e.g. in the song ''Look at... the sunset'', written/composed by Xiah Kim Junsu.

i cant wait to get this album.

oh and btw, did i mention the pre-order and order rate has broke the record again? Yeah :]

love :3

TVXQ! 4th Album "Mirotic"

2008-09-21T13:42:00.004+08:00

Now now now~ the list is officially out.

Version-A
Album & Poster (CD + PhotoBook 60 pages)

1. 주문(MIROTIC)

2. Wrong Number
3. 노을..바라보다
4. CRAZY LOVE
5. HEY!(Don't bring me down)
6. 넌 나의 노래
7. 무지개
8. 낙원
9. 악녀(Are you A Good girl?)
10. Flower Lady
11. 잊혀진계절
12. love in the Ice

Version-B
Poster (CD + DVD)
[CD]
1. 주문(MIROTIC)
2. Wrong Number
3. 노을..바라보다
4. CRAZY LOVE
5. HEY!(Don't bring me down)
6. 넌 나의 노래
7. 무지개
8. 낙원
9. 악녀(Are you A Good girl?)
10. Flower Lady

[DVD : 20080830-20080831 a-nation 08 Tokyo Story]
1. Directed by HERO (Interviewee : U-Know)
2. Directed by U-Know (Interviewee : MAX)
3. Directed by MAX (Interviewee : Xiah)
4. Directed by Xiah (Interviewee : Micky)
5. Directed by Micky (Interviewee : HERO)
6. Directed by TVXQ! Talk about MIROTIC
7. Directed by TVXQ! Surprise Project

Now, i guess SooMan really knows how to make money go to his pockets.

In vers. B, there are 2 songs missing. One of them is Korean version for Love in the ice. 贱啊贱啊！！！！！

Oh no =/

now how am i gonna decide which to buy? i want the DVD of course, but 2 songs are missing and it'll be way more expensive. ~~darn u sooman ajushi~~ =.=

and i heard ppl saying that in a month or two, there'll be a repackaged version where version A and B will be fit into one in a DVD and MAYBE the drama, Dating On Earth will be included too.

going insane. so i hafto wait for another month??? now this is C.R.A.Z.Y. ....

Well anyway, Changmin wrote the korean version of Love In The Ice and Junsu joined in to write the Mirotic lyrics.

went crazy early in the morning. TVXQ is back!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-18T05:38:00.003+08:00

4th album's name is finally out!!
MIROTIC

In Korean it's read as JuMun, based on wad's written on the screen.

One of the track:
Hey Girl Dont Let (Bring) Me Down.

now it's 539AM. and im awake looking at this.

i've gone crazy. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

amazed amazed. total different style this time.

8 more days, Mirotic here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

oh, of course, support the original CD~!

complaints and complaints

2008-09-15T23:23:00.007+08:00

1st.
my 1st MUET speaking test today. i was happily waiting for my group's turn.
when i got my topic, i totally blacked out.

Eating as one of the Malaysian favourite pastime?

i froze and went, wtheck......? are u kidding me? =.=

and worse, my Task A is ''You agree on the statement above because food is cheap in Malaysia.''

Uh Huh. Food is cheap in Malaysia. Full stop. Ends. No more points. Zilch.

I went crazy. what are there more to say????

i gave an example on ONE banana in Japan costs RM3.(my Jap sensei told me that)
and then..... about the lame S'pore porridge cost 3 kolo mee in Sarawak(i don't even know if that's true.)

i just crapped along.

=.=

scored 38/45

T_____________T

tough luck. i want the vandalism topiiiccccc.

Hmmph.

LOL.

2nd. i dislike my dad's accountanttttttttttttttttttt.

wanna squash her.
squish her.
smash her.
blend her into juice.
cut her.
slice her.
EAT her.(Ewwwwww)
Bish Bah Bum Bah~~~~~~!

aww come on dad! just fire her!

rude and lazy and messy and wadever negative things u can find.

Hmmmmph =/

no wonder she's still single up to now. ~~good for her.~~
*mouth zipped*

okay tat was cruel.

but hey!!!!!!!!!!! T_____________T

i dont like herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

d 1st adult tat i dislike. Grrrrrr >.<

love calculator

2008-09-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

Highlight the box to see the words.
Have fun!

TVXQ! 4th Comeback of the kings

2008-09-14T18:38:00.001+08:00

am i drooling?

LOL!

Never try this

2008-09-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

i was reading thru Xon's blog, and i found this.

i wonder what happened to that thermometer. the bulb turned BLACK? dixon dixon...

so i replied him with another experiment.

here goes:

Topic : Will the science lab burn once it is lighted?

Hypothesis : The science lab will ignites once it is lighted.

Manipulated variables : Heat released
Fixed variables : Dixon and his friends
Responding variables : People that died

Steps:
1. Light the matches.
2. Run to the opposite block.
3. Record the time that it takes to ignite the lab.
4. Data are recorded.

Observation : The lab ignited.

Conclusion : Hypothesis accepted.

Hahahaha.

oh well :]

PTL!!! ^___________^

2008-09-10T22:23:00.003+08:00

Praise the Lord~!

We're getting near 113 participants in the coming telematch this Sat.
Hoorraaaayyyyyy............!

But, BUT, BUT................

Our dear Mr.W took back his promise which he said he'll sponsor us RM400 for the food.
Now he aint giving us not even one cent, only mineral water. We hafto pay RM5 extra.

now what kind of p is that??

u cant even keep ur own promise to ur students.

=.=

i shall not complain.

alright, anyway, hooray! Haha. Now let's just pray that things gonna turn out great this Sat.

Bunny u're coming! am soooooooo glad =DD

Another thing, Audrey. Things are REALLY REALLY getting weird between us.

what's with all that? =O

creepy.

First, ''pride comes before each fall''.
Second, ''deja vu''.
Third, your chem teacher is Mr Chu. My chem teacher is Mr Choo.
Fourth, your chem teacher told you about ASSUME. My chem teacher told me about ASSUME ALSO on our first lesson.

i guess we reali are each other's half. Haha. i'll be waiting for the next shock.

LOL.

Tagged by Aiza unnie

2008-09-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
[x] These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1-If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
--> like... feel betrayed? LOL

2- What's your favorite food?
--> ais kacang!!!

3- Had any chocolates today?
--> naww =(

4- The one positive thing that happened to you today?
--> like.. NONE? =O

5- Truth or dare?
--> dare and truth. lol.

6- Would you rather be loved by that one special person or be liked by everyone else?
--> can i have both? =O

7- If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
--> continue to love him SILENTLY.

8- What do you want most in life?
--> blessings from Lord. (Junsu!)LOL

9- How do you know the one who tagged you?
--> Cassiopeia Family! lovely place.

10- If you find out that your best friend is going out with your Bf/Gf, how would you react?
--> very very mad.

11- Do you sing in the shower?
--> when no one is around. LOL

12- What do you think about the guy who started this whole tagging thing?
--> bored. Haha!

13- How late do you stay up at night?
--> the whole day no sleep

14- How does it feel to be in love?
--> sweet yet bitter. i guess.

15- Would you give your all in a relationship?
--> uh huh. not physically of course =="

16- What is the favorite movies ( horror OR Romantic OR Comedy ) ?
--> romantic->comedy->horror.

17- What type of friends do you like?
--> TRUE friends :)

18- If you played a prank on someone, and she/he fell for the trick, what will you do?
--> laughs the whole way~ LOL. cruel me >.<

now am tagging
:: Audrey ::
:: Dixon :: (hope u haven done this yet)
:: Jaron ::
:: Clay ::
:: Chung Wui ::
:: Erica ::
:: Tie ::
:: Edina ::

TVXQ! 4th Comeback

2008-09-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

This song is said to be leaked but there are some sources also said tat Lee Soo Man confirmed it himself and this is some kind of teaser so it's not reali leaked out.

i guess it's a kind of way the company see how's the reaction towards the coming album.

Anyway, i reali hope this song will be in the 4th album. it sounds seriously hawt :]

cant wait! my money is ready! Hoohoo~

Deja Vu

2008-09-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

now recently things has gotten REALLY , i mean REALLY weird.

Ever since the camp, i kept having deja vu, up till now.

it's getting rather scary =/

sales. headache. crazy.

2008-09-08T21:25:00.015+08:00

came back from prefects' camp last week. went dark. but skins are peeling off. LOL.
had fun. will update on that later.

Parish Sale.
blah blah blah. crazy week.

First. on Parish Sale. coupons everywhere. money everywhere. even in my dreams. scary =/
her voice EVERYWHERE. oh my >.<

Friday meeting. i reminded all the girls to bring onions and cabbages.
it ended up i was the only one that brought onions. others brought cabbages. 3 did not bring anything at all. Florence wasnt even at the stall. Mdm Jen screaming . . . . ma head, spinnin'.

on the way to the sale, i realized that i forgot to buy the plastic bags for burgers. ~~oh shit~~.
Jon made me even more nervous when he reminded me how teacher is goin' to scream at me when she found out later. Good job Jon =.="

AND, i forgot to ask Ben and Azra to get the 2 crats of drinks at her table.
dead meat.
Jon walked with me back to sch to get it but the office aint open(it was only 7am). darn.
even more nervous then.
now that made my kesalahan doubled.
No plastic bags, 2 crats of drinks didnt take out.

Jon: U better get it before J.Lau comes wor.
Me: I know! stop making me feeling worse.
Jon: *stares and smiles*
Me: Oh man. How now? J.Lau is gonna reach here any minute.
Jon: *stares again*

then we walked back to church. Mdm Jen was there already. yelling at the boys.

~~dammit~~

she's in her ''fierce'' mode.

i went up to her and say ''Morning teacher!" *smiles*

Mdm Jen : Oh Hi Shin Hung! so, did you get the plastic bags?
Me : oh shoot. *smiles as sweetly as i can*
Mdm Jen : didnt buy uh? i cekik u ar. i thought so. i bought some already.
Me : Hehehehehe..... *sweating* and *stares at Jon with eyes wide opened*

i was sooooooooooo glad wen she said she bought some. am guilty tho. but. ah. tuition. too busy!!

and so.. yeah. things went rather smoothly except that i was feeling reali guilty that we actually took Leo Club's place. Dixon came rather late. then i moved our stuff a lil bit to the side returning their space.

one bad habit i developed after i entered this sch. we students call teacher by names. not by Mr or Miss or Mdm.

i was trying to call for teacher for sth, it kinda slipped from my mouth.
i shouted, ''Jenniiiiiii..'' and, Ooops, i shut my mouth with my hands and continued ''Mdm Jenniferrrrrrrrr''.

Jon saw me. = . =
i was like, huahuahuahua.

good thing teacher din hear me ><" in the middle of the sale, Jocelyn was looking for her bag everywhere. i thought she misplaced it somewhere so i dint reali bother cause i was reali busy doing the burgers thing.

I realized that a theft has just happened when i heard them say the RELA policemen found Jocelyn's purse on the floor.

I.C everything was in there, except the RM400 cash.
the whole handbag was gone, car key gone, camera owned by Phoebe tat costed RM1000+ gone, note books gone.

God bless the thief =.=
i hope he was reali desperate. Grr.

Then... Parish Sale ended. glad that we were able to earn over RM1K+.

After the sale.. Ricky and I drove to Mdm Jen's house to help out for the next day's charity sale.

Ricky nearly knocked into me. purposely. i still wanna live, Ricky. =.=

Creative Kindergarten Charity Sale.

Preparation at Mdm Jen's house.blowing BALLOONS.

BALLOONS.

the kind of balloons that can be made into any shapes.

meaning we hafto TWIST them.

i totally freaked out.

i have a phobia towards balloons.

and damn! Joshua who was sitting right beside me keep bursting his balloons!!!!!!

i totally turned green. literally.

whenever i was trying to twist the balloon, i practically put the balloon 100meters away from my face with my hands stretched out as far as i could, my face turning on my back.

crazy uh.

Ben came rather late. he had to do some clean up. poor BB boys :O

he brought ice-cream! Wohoo~

Ben giving out ice-creams. Weee :D

after all the scares and freak-outs, i managed to made my first doggie! :D

random photos

~~Chung? Joshua?~~ Someone, with the antenna. LOL.

Stephanie the pro :]

At the Charity Sale

throwing darts in action
Ben are u trying to blow the balloon or burst it? LOL
Ben the lalat. Hohohoho~~
Star Wars, Ben+Genevieve Version

the whole sale was reali fun except that we were risking our lives throughout the sale.
FYI, DARTS were involved in the game.

We only had very little space as u can see. we had to stand/sit beside the sterofoam.
It was pretty ok if the parents were the one that were throwing the darts.

When it's the children's turn to throw, OH MY GOODNESS.

The darts were practically flying to any direction that you wouldn't expect.

Was it Joshua or Darren or Chung, the dart flew right into his cheek. Luckily it didn't bleed.

and the dart slipped through right behind my head when i was counting the money and i was already sitting at the stall beside us. it was so far already. ><"

But, our stall was the one with most profit i think? Woohoo~ ^__________^

So, yeah. two sales continuosly.

Drop dead straight when reaching home on Sunday.

super tired.

now telematch is coming. =O

St Mary's had just banned the F4's from coming because they had to attend gotong-royong. oh no.

Mrs M i ~~hate~~ LOVE you.

=.=

why lah why.

just keep on praying it's gonna turn out great.

God bless everyone =)

having headache... :(

Blog Readability Test

2008-09-02T10:41:00.004+08:00

Browsing through Malaysian Yellow Pages online, frustrated with the results of ''No listing were found in our database."

shucks.

Update the Yellow Pages, PLEASE.

Lalala-ed around and i stopped by at The Blog Readability Test.

Apparently this blog's reading level is only up to Elementary School. -______-
Oh well, already had expected that since lots of the posts are the bimbo-style writing.

LOL.

Then i checked with my friendster's page.

COLLEGE(POSTGRAD)

i went, O.O

then i started to doubt that test if it is even accurate.

LOL.

Just lalala-ing around.

P/S: Whoever tat's interested in getting a Canon 400D for RM 1800, and DSLR(price will be told later), please contact me asap.

kudos :]

Photos tagging

2008-09-01T21:19:00.019+08:00

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday :

officially 18! :]

2. Your favourite place:
tennis court, home sweet home

3. A place you'd like to travel to:
Rome, the mysterious yet amazing land

4. Your favourite food:
ais kacang!! yumm yumm!

5. Your favourite pet:
puppies! too adorable

6. Your favourite colour:
turquoise and white. aren't they lovely.

7. Your favourite clothing :

tennis attire. pweeettyy!

8. Your all-time favourite song:
TVXQ!'s music

9.Your favourite TV shows:
House! It's AWESOME! and Dr. Chase is so cute :D

10.First name of your significant other/crush:

P&C ya know :]

11.The town you live in:
Kuching town. Literally it means the Cats' town.

12.Your first job:
an online forum moderator :]

13.Your dream job:
flautist

or

doctor

14. A bad habit you have:
Procrastination :[

15.Your worst fear:
Lizards. oh they are so sick! T-T

16.One thing you would like to do before you die:
Pray for forgiveness from the Lord.

Now, im tagging
:: Audrey ::
:: Aiza unnie ::
:: Clarence ::
:: Chung Wui/Onion ::
:: Dixon ::

Why Love?

2008-09-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？
喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

what do u say?

random updates again

2008-08-24T20:06:00.004+08:00

Update #1
Alright. i just watched a clip about comparing Tohoshinki aka TVXQ aka DBSK vs. Kat-*tut*(due to some issue, i wouldn't mention the whole name).

A person commented on it saying, "Kat-*tut* is raised as an IDOL group whereas Tohoshinki is raised as a Vocal and Dance group". So they are two total different genre of artist. We shouldn't even comparing them w each other.

i TOTALLY agreed on that. Yeah. TVXQ is more of a Vocal and Dance group. and it is a fact that they have unique and great vocals in there. Dancing? Dont even think about it. They are simply AWESOME.

Kat-*tut* is also a gd boyband in a way that their music is diff and they are selling for different kind of things. I dono wad since im not reali a fan but hey, i can see that they're doin pretty well in the Jpop market. So, way to go Kat-Tun. (did i just say sth? lol)

Update#2
I realized it ever since they became TOHOSHINKI from TVXQ or DBSK.
The technique of singing changed. Especially Yunho's and Jaejoong's (look, i knw u guys are a couple but do u have to change the way of singing together also? LOL. just kidding)

So, yeah. It was pretty obvious especially in acapella songs.
Just try to compare Whatever They Say acapella version with Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimmatandarou acapella/Forever Love acapella.
He sings it in a total different way.

*Btw, i prefer the original version of Doushite. Click here to listen. HERE

Well maybe it is also because of the genre of the songs are different since Jpop and Kpop songs DO have some differences.

My point is, can Jaejoong still sing like he did before?
Because i really really love his technique during his DBSK time esp in Whatever They Say acapella. I LOOOOOOVVVVEEE the way they all synced in that song.
When Jaejoong goes 'Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu' in there(it's during 02:24), i totally loved him : )

But then again, the way he sings now is also awesome. Great voice, great controls.

Yunho, yeah his vocals improved A LOT. Good job leader-sshi! Lovin' ur voice totally now. Ur voice in Purple Line, is totally hawt :]

がんばって　ください　ね!!!!

Ne..... i miss DBSK.

Thank God they are spending the next whole year in Korea. Woooohoooooooooooooo~~~!!!!!

<3 style="font-size:100%;"> (like that's gonna happen) RAWR.

Update #3
................................. Clarence Bong. u better remember ur promise of bringing back the BIG gift for me when u come back later. Oh i forgot to mention, he must be a Christian. LOL.
Buddy im reali wondering will u even be reading this. -__________-

Man i cant go on. seriously. i cant. i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont be surprised if one day u hear the news frm someone saying that i've stopped school without parents' permission. I'd probably do that if i really cant take it anymore. U know, seriously, i wont be surprise too if i have slight depression. it seems like nothing could cheer me up nowadays. NOTHING. well maybe only for a moment when i watch u-know-who's videos. after tat im gonna resume to my cant-cheer-up mood. sometimes i feel like crying for no reasons. i need a psychiatrist -____-

wad i gotta do wad i gotta do.....?

man come back to Kuching liao! my gay partner is missing you! lol.
see that, im getting sad and happy at the same time. come back and fix me!!!!
and i hope u read this. Update ur blog!!! -______-

Update #4
This year, i realized that i am not who i was before anymore. I've changed in some ways (Audrey, i knw u gonna say ''Duh, who dont?'' -____-)

.............. i cant fit myself into the new environment. i dont feel comfortable at all. i feel so tired trying to adapt the new ways. im sick of it. im tired of meeting new people.
it is not that they aren't nice ppl, they are very very nice.
but im just tired of it. i don't know why.

something is missing.

i cant figure out what. something is missing, something that i need to make me whole again.

my sipiritual life isnt going so well either. i hardly pray.

everyday i keep feeling that im such a loser.

Damn. i miss the old me.

i miss my old friends. i miss my old life.

Update #5
i hate it when i feel stupid.
i hate it when people around me are so fast in understanding sth yet i still don't get it.
i hate it that people are understimating me.
i hate it wen i know that ppl are right about me.
i hate it wen they are right about sth that i can't do.
i hate it wen i know i shouldnt do sth yet i still go ahead and do it.
i hat it wen i cant control myself doing unneccesary stuff and taking in unneccesary burdens.

i really just wanna do the things i like.
why is it so hard?
why do i have to bother what ppl say and what ppl think of me?
why must i care about ppl's expectation on me?
why must i be so inferior?

i want to be a doctor yet i sucks in chemistry. i dont get a damn thing the teacher is saying.
and why is that i wanna be a doctor?
Aside frm my own passion, i think that ppl would be amazed when they hear the word ''doctor'' and i crave for that amazement. Now, that is call PRIDE.
yes i know.

P.R.I.D.E.

and the Bible says, pride comes before each fall.
i just cant help it.
But of course, i like that job. i like that job is because i like the atmosphere in a hospital. it has this aura that i really like. besides, i dont like the helplessness when watching an emergency situation happens. i dont wanna just stand there watching a person die.

But of course, my real interest lies in the artistic world.
I love making music, i love interior designing, i love photography, i love literature, i love performing, i like the satisfaction being on stage, i love dancing, i love languages.

Why wouldnt my parents ask me what i really like before sending me off to some idiotic school or courses which i dont even reali like.

If i was given a chance, i'd choose to take a year off, see more of the world, and decide what i would do in the future.

If i was given a chance, i'll not hesitate to take up intensive music lessons to qualify me into a music college to be a performer or recording artist.

If i was given a chance, i'll just take Japanese or Korean as my major course and strive on straight to PhD.

If i was given a chance, i'll take up popping lesson seriously and be a professional dancer in the entertainment world.

If i was given a chance, i'd try my best in being a qualified interior designer enjoying decorating houses all day long.

If i was given a chance, i'd take up Psychology and becoming a social worker for Autistic Kids. but thanks to the brilliant Malaysian Government, we don't have such facilities here in this country. my only working range starts from Singapore.

If i was given a chance, i can make so much differences and i can be so much happier.

If just............. i was given a chance.

So, give me a chance!!!!!!!!!! Oh God give me a chance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

GIVE ME A CHANCE.
Oh pls give me a chance..... ='(

sigh. and updates end :[ bunny after u read this remember to cheer me up.

i cant help but keep replaying the Junsu Dance Battle vid down there V
darn hot V
V

080815 Junsu's Dance Battle [SM Town Concert]

2008-08-21T13:58:00.002+08:00

Now now now. This person is definitely killing me.
He's way too hawt to handle.

He's a total cutie when he's not on stage. When he's on stage, he could be a total oyaji gag person and total hawtness. And most of all, he's a Christian! Thank God for that. Near to perfect. Except he could be really blur at times. LOL.

Let me die let me die. Oh no no wait, let me be the backup dancer!!!!!! I'm gonna die on spot mans.

Enjoy~! :]

Yunjae is back!!!!! [SM Concert 080815]

2008-08-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

Cassiopeia In Korea w Junsu's Dad and Junho!

2008-08-20T09:31:00.003+08:00

Two members from Cassiopeia Family went to Korea for SM audition and they went to Misarang, Junsu's family restaurant and they get to meet Junsu's daddy and Junho and their mum!
[can i scream?? -___-]

They are Eiko and Nisa.

Now here are some of the pics they had when they're in Korea (they ARE still in Korea now. lol)

This's is Eiko ^____________^ see the LARGE Junsu photo behind? i want!!! -____-

and this is Nisa! ^____________^

The shop is over-flowing w his pic eh? LOL.

*seeing me carrying the Junsu paper statue away... *

Now do you see THAT?????? Junsu's DAD!!!!!!!! *screaaaaaaaaaaamssss*

Bring me alongggggggggggggggggggg Nisaaaaaaaaaaaa ...... T_____T

who's that who's that? JUNHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. now im running w tears. LOL.

Junho changed a lot. Hmm.. He's got a lot of fans among Cassiopeias too ya know =]

Well, yeah that's all for now. Will be waiting for Nisa + Eiko's updates.
They're gonna stalk DBSK today. Omo. that sounds so scary. LOL.
NOT stalk. just following. LOL.

Well anyway, Nisa and Eiko, all the best in the audition! who knows we gonna have 2 new SM trainees in Cassiopeia Family! ^_________^

Hwaiting~!

[P/s: im soooooooooooooooooo envious... -__________-] LOL.

Disclaimer: all the photos DO NOT belong to me. They belong to Nisa and Eiko.

From Aud

2008-08-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

I've been doing this for i-dono-how-many times, but, WC. it's fun doing it.

So, let's go~!

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions but name 20 people first.

1 Yuu
2 Miko
3 Edina
4 Lettuce
5 Chung Wui
6 Jaron
7 SK
8 SK2
9 Esther
10 Bunny
11 Aiza unnie
12 Erica
13 Fadly
14 Ricky
15 David
16 Tasha
17 Dorothy
18 Sim
19 Juliana
20 Melis

1. How did I meet number 18? Sim
During Form 1 as classmates

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? Dorothy
ah... i wouldn't have watched BL. hohohoho~

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? Esther and Melissa
EEWWWWWWWWWWW.

4. What if number 4 and 10 dated? Lettuce and Bunny(lina)
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

5. Describe number 1. Yuu aka Audrey
hentai. wahahhahahahahhaha. kidding. she's getting vain now. LOL. she rocks! :] (proud ler u audrey)

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? SK2
almost perfect. almost.

7. Describe number 7. SK
he's a friend of mine since primary sch. our dear KP1. very fair skin. even fairer than me, not fair! LOL.

8. Do you know any family members of 12? Erica
Nope. sadly :\

9. What language does number 15 speak? David
Him ar? English, BM, Iban/Bidayuh? not sure ler...

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? Esther
Us. LOL.

11. How old is number 16? Tasha
18!! her birthday was not long ago!~ ^___________^

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? Fadly
This evening.

13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band? Miko
She's got none.

14. Have you ever dated number 4? Lettuce aka Leatrice
Hohoho~ oh yess. all the time. LOL.

15. would you ever date number 19? Juliana
i think it's better that she goes for a guy. LOL.

16. Is number 3 single? Edina
For now, yeah. i think so.

17. What's number 10's last name? Bunny
chieng. chieng chieng cileng! (cicak) LOL. jk.

18. would you ever be in relationship with number 11? Aiza unnie
unnie! LOL. no unnie belongs to Jaejoong oppa. LOL.

19. What is the school of number 13? Fadly
Same sch as mine. SMB ST. THOMAS KUCHING.

20. Where does number 6 stay? Jaron
eto... i have NO idea. ask him. LOL.

21. What is my favourite thing about number 5? Chung Wui
he can do the 'po-po' sound using his mouth so easily! and he's an onion! LOL.

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? Ricky
RICKY!!!!! LMAO. *i just dropped frm my chair laughing away*

The 5 tagged ppl
:: Chung Wui ::
:: Jaron ::
:: Aiza unnie ::
:: Jing Kuang ::
:: Erica ::

splitting image....? perhaps.

2008-08-07T20:49:00.003+08:00

Yuu, or Aud. has 3 identities.

Original:Aud
One tat drools over *beep* stuff:Yuu™
One tat ignores, makes u feel bad: Kyo™

Being her "partner", im getting her 'splitting image' as well. Perhaps?

I realized, there are times when i can go reali *beep* and a total nuisance. But of course, only 'VIPs' have the chance to see that kind of me. Right, and that's the Kyo™ -version of me. (note the TM i've put there, so DONT sue me Aud.) But so far, only 2 person have been treated by my version of KYO. ( i hardly get angry alrite. or it's more like i cant. i can only get annoyed. Tsk.)

When it comes to bishonen aka bishies, i'll be the Yuu™ of my version. Drooling over them. Thanks to Yuu and some other ppl whose names are unmentioned, im getting sooo obsessed with bishies. and right, thanks to this, im more open up now. being influenced a loooooot by lettuce and Yuu, im able to say 'ahhh tat guy is cute!'. I'd rather kill myself than saying that out loud if it happens to the 'me' a few years back.

There are also times when i get a lil *beep*, sarcastic and cynical. I do enjoy that, when it is necessary. Recently and SURPRISINGLY, i actually joined the debate group which is a branch of the English Club. and...... Welcome to the *beep* world.

Right, Cedric?

one thing, my english sucks T_T frankly i do feel a lil inferior around debaters like Cedric(see this see this,im mentioning your name. Haha!), Jiram, Joanne and blahs lots more.

I cant help but felt myself shrinking around these ppl and just compare MY blog and Cedric's blog. Look at the differences in the usage of English.

-__________________-

and i was so intrigued by how the teacher(i forgot her name =.=") described the mindset of a boy and a girl.

When a boy went to the store, he'll say '' Yeah i went to the store.''

When a girl went to the store, she'll say '' Yeah i went to the store. They have a 10% discount over this this this this and oh! U know what! They also that that that. "

and a debater needs a girl's mindset while debating.

At that moment, i stopped and thought, '' Am i a boy? "
LOL. Okay THAT is a big problem.

I cant imagine how am i gonna join in the debate competition vs. Swinburne next year.
*drop dead*

Imma gonna read read read read AND read.
I need more sarcasm.
More.. more...
*digging for books*

and, Cedric, DBSK has good vocals! I don't adore those bunch of boys who hav the looks with the sound of crows.

and... right. i gotta go and finish my endlessly-piling-up homework.

OH before i forget, *screams* High School Musical 3 is coming up! *another high pic screams*
Some might just roll their eyes seeing this, but, WC?! i love musical.

2008-08-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT.

a long long week.
another long long week.

everything seems to be so..... @#$!@$!%!@^& ever since i started my F6.

I bet i have a lot of anti-shinhung students at sch already.
Let me see.... i created a small chaos a few days ago when i spotted a cellphone which was found in a pencil box that was WIDE OPENED.

i mean, Hey, come on. U bring sth that u KNOW u can't bring to sch and YET, u just put it there so openly knowing prefects will come and ronda around? Or perhaps u thought the prefect on duty was blind?

Anyway, so, it was this one U6 student, who is my senior.
He came to me saying ''Hey sorry. Come on, just give me one chance, alrite? I promise i wouldn't bring it nextime."

My inner OS:@#$@#!%@%# as if.
The said-out OS: im really sorry i can't help u. It's the sch's policy and we prefects are just here to do our duty.

and THANK GOD Fadly was there.

and did i mention that, being in a sch with 97% of male students is weird and scary enough?
not to mention, most of the Upper Six guys are tall and gigantic. Alright im exaggerating. Not gigantic, at least bigger or TALLER than i am.

Right.

and... the whole class gang up to discuss how to NOT let us have his cellphone. now TAT was scary. But then, yeah as always, i pretended to tough out and insisted until the end(which cost me almost HALF A PERIOD of my maths lesson. darn.), he gave up his cell.

Okay. story ends.

So.. yeah. tats so much about the first hoo-haa on the cellphone case.

and my homework is piling up..... up................ and UP.

*imagining me drowned by the books and papers all on top of me*

*shakes head*

Toodles.

:]

Lalalala-ing away (:

2008-08-02T19:04:00.003+08:00

this whole day i was 'fishing' around in Blogskin for more pweetty skins.

and tada~! found a whole lot bunch of nice skins.

the problem now? I CAN'T CHOOSE WHICH TO USE!

-______-

i'll figure that out later. *cockroach passed by*

and.... i suddenly thought of sth.

i might separate my blog into 3.
1: of TVXQ
2: place for me to blah
3: for pictures

since i realized that sometimes the pics i post might just spoil the whole layout of the blog, so... yeah :]

and.. im not sure if stuff in my blog are overlapping?
cause im using a 19-inch monitor so it might overlap in 17-inch monitor.

Hmm.. i wonder. Let me know!

And these all mean that im gonna have a major makeover for my blog.

Now.. back to hunting.

[im suppose to complete some prefects schedule, but, WC.] hohoho..

Random talks:

sometimes life just feel like a total

-for a while back there, i really felt like pulling out the whole ENTER button on the keyboard. The dmn blog thing just didnt wanna load and the mouse aint working right. -

Untitled

2008-07-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

We grew up, each choosing different paths.

Recently i really feel as if im drifting away from u guys.

You going that way, she heading there, she heading to another place, having and knowing new friends, having a different lifestyle, and blahs.

I'm really glad knowing u guys are doin' well at where u are at right now.

Enjoying yourselves with things that i don't have a chance to enjoy yet. It's just amazing to see what you all have right now.

Yet as i look at all the photos and lil notes jotted down about ur current life, i can't help but feeling intimidated.

it feels as if all are moving on well in universities, colleges, F6 except myself.
doing bad in school, not feeling comfortable w everything around me, trying to accept facts that cannot be changed and blahs.

F4&F5 life wasnt much a pleasure but it was really nice to have you all around. Talking craps, doing some stupid stuff, blah3.

I miss you guys a lot.

No matter where you are, what you doin' right now, u'll always be in my prayer.
May God bless you all :]

Love, shinhung

Micky YooChun + Harang debuted?

2008-07-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

It is actually very sweet of Yoochun. The way he looks at Harang(aka the dog) is... hmm.. affectionate i should say?

Our Harang is now a star too,eh? LOL.

Enjoy the pic and take out with credits!

Credits:as tagged+Tie@Csspf

Tagged by Yuu-chan. Yipee.

2008-07-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

Name 10 people to do this survey
Clay
Dixon
Aiza unnie
Chung Wui
JARON!
and whoever tat's in my links :D

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Not being stopped to.

2) Describe yourself in one word.
Weird. Haha.

3) Who would you pick, someone who love you or the one you love?
Someone who love me. At least i'll try to love tat person back.
If i chose over the person whom i love, yet he/she dont love me back. I'll just hurt myself and cause trouble for tat person. So... yeah.

4) Have you ever love someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Sth like that.

5) Does it feel good to love?
ONLY when both had the same chemistry thing going on between them.

6) God is giving you 5 minutes to leave. If you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I'll wait for you in Heaven :]

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe?
i'll shut up and just leave.

8) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
TryING.

9) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Be thankful of what you own.

10) what can you say about playboys/playgirls?
One word describes it all, pathetic. (that sure sounds cruel >.<)

#2

1) Best place to cry? at the corner on my knees.

2) Who do you love most? Everyone.

3) Tell us your dream last night. Sth to do with *tut tut*. but forgot wad was it about.

4) Ever hated someone so badly. Yeah...Once. Long long time ago.

5) The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard? Too many to remember. But, things that hurt us are meant to be forgotten, arent they?

[[ LAST PERSON... ]]
...had a beer with? Wine is more like it? My mum.
...went to the movies with? Pei.
...talked on the phone? Leatz aka Lettuce.
...u hugged? i....... have phobia in hugging ppl and ppl hugging me. SO, DONT TRY TO HUG ME =.= im warning you.
...u yelled at? Esther perhaps? LOL. poor thing.

[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU... ]]
>>> Kissed someone? Wahahahhahaha. =="
>>> Sing/Sung/Song? it's a daily thing.. HAHA. in PRIVATE. LOL.
>>> Danced crazily? *grinning*

// Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry? because he annoys me so much. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. [p/s: stay.out.of.my.business.] when i say enough is enough. Got it?

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call? Godddddddddddddddddd

// If could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be? Ask for more wishes. LOL. Greedy me.

// Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? not YET. Haha.

// Are you old fashioned? I'm not up to date for those stuff, so, maybe? LOL.

// What will be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
That i do not love them back. It's just hard to see the person who love me to get hurt. Too much for me to bear.

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on? EVERYTHING.

NOT tagged. That's sad.

2008-07-23T23:02:00.003+08:00

1) Single, Taken, Naked or Flirt?
Single (NOT.) wahaha. or.. should i say naked? lmao.

2) Are you happy with it?
seriously no problemo. lovin' it to the max~!

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
got ex for me to kiss? i will. XD

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
literally? maybe. LOL.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is ok?
i guess tats how WHITE LIES was found.

6) Have you ever talked about marriage?
Yeah. several times. where i said, i will NOT get married. and im STILL holding on to that :]

7) Do you want children?
i wanna adopt kids. thats for sure.

8) How many?
maybe 1 or 2?

9) If someone liked you now, would you want them to tell you?
Hmmm... well.. same case as Yuu, it's like the crucial part of my life now? so it's better for me to have less troubles, maybe?

10) Do you want someone you can't have?
For now, hurm.. i suppose.

11) Have you ever been in love?
obsession is more like it? again, as YUU said. it's a time yet to come.

12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
not reali. i dont really care bout those stuff.

13) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yeap but only for the good.

14) Is it a good day?
Half half. 1st monthly test OVER!!! Yay for that. Boooo for im SICK. T_T

15) What would you say to your most recent ex?
Where are u where are u. LOL.

16) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
Who? Audrey? she left me for her new lover. SAD. Haha. AUDREY! u still love me not?? LOL.

17) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
it depends. but usually it doesnt last long.

18) Do you believe love at first sight?
love at first sight? dont think so.

Blog friends
Clay
Dixon
Edina
Yuu
Aiza unnie

Testing Post

2008-07-23T17:18:00.003+08:00

Testing one two three.

okay,i customise to see anything happen.

Test test test.

dixon on 23/7 @ 8 pm.

*will delete after complete*

[GIFs] PV shooting + Promotional Photos of どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう

2008-07-16T20:41:00.006+08:00

Wait for the first few pictures to load finish. It's GIFs(fyi,it's suppose to MOVE). and u could see the silly thing they're doing ^_____________^

Jaejoong sleeping?? xD

Bye bye Joongie! ^_________^

the leader with the umbrella. Yunho has gone weird these days. Haha~!

whatcha~! i fly!

NOW THE NEXT PICTURES ARE NOT MOVING SO IT'S JUST PIC.(fei hua. haha!)

Junsu *screaaaams* He's LOVE mans..... :]

Yoochun. Birthday? Happy 22nd Birthday dear ^_____________^

What's with tat a lil bunch of fringe in the middle of no way?? Hair stylist i wanna kill u.......................... T_____________T" u spoilt his hairstyle, AGAIN! ==;

Jaejoong. Ahhhh... As bishonen as always.

Changmin aka Minnie.

Yunho the leader! Hairstylist imma gonna realli kill u this time. What is going on with Yoochun and Yunho's hairstyle recently?? DISASTER oh my T___________T"

His hair made him look so............ old ><"

Now.... let the charms fill this place.... or blog. Haha.

Credits to :InfinityHK@naver + bravetears@Csspf
Please take out with full credits.

- Added some more pics -

shinhung's note : it is a good thing that Yunho got his hair cut. ==; LOL.

Added pictures credits goes to Lya dongsaeng ^__________^

Voon Hian Cherng

2008-07-06T15:52:00.003+08:00

I didn't know his name until today after reading Kershia's blog.

The first time i got to know him was during our Lower 6 Orientation stations game.

He volunteered to go up and gave a short speech about what he felt about our game that day.
As he talked, i realized sth was wrong. Perhaps he's just a hyper kid, i reckon.

Later i found out that he is from Miko's class, L6S2.

One day, Miko was telling me that one of her classmates was suffering from depression, but she dint mention who and i dint ask either. After i heard, my first thought was, the parents shouldnt send that person to sch anymore, and it is FORM 6. Can u imagine the stress? They should think of ways to cure his depression first before letting him going into an environment that will stimulate his depression again.

So everything went into silence after that day.

Until one day when in class, Esther suddenly asked me if i have heard bout the news. I asked her, ''What news?''
" About the person who committed suicide from L6S2. "

I was like, ''What?''

so she told me the story where she read frm the newspaper and so on.

i kept silent for a while before i continued talking.

After i went home tat day, while showering, suddenly i remembered Miko saying about this friend suffering from depression. I was thinking if that is the person Esther was referring to that morning.

and then recently as i was reading through some L6S2 students' blogs, i realized, it was him, sadly.

He was absent frm sch for almost one week. The class teacher asked if anyone knws why didnt he come for sch. William said '' He's gone. ''

His classmates including the teacher were confused by the word GONE. He then explained further that he called Hian Cherng's house and his dad answered the phone saying that his son is GONE. He drowned while swimming.

Then everyone understood.

The report on newspaper said that the body was found at the Riverside River along with his pills.

What i thought was, Form6 is too much for him to bear.

I lost words to utter because, life just seems to be so fragile that it can break ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. Even NOW.

I didn't have the chance to get to know him. But this lost is felt by everyone in this school. He was so young. If he's been treated properly, he'd have a bright future ahead.

However, that is the truth.

He's gone, but he'll stay in our hearts forever. Even for those that never get to know him more, like me.

May God bless him in Heavens and his family on Earth.

Rest in peace, Hian Cherng.

the name's shin hung

2008-07-06T14:00:00.004+08:00

woke up at 12pm today.

had my lunch. read the newspapers. as usual, i glanced thru those social news and only READ literature-like articles + testimonials on Christianity.

LOL.

i suddenly smiled when sth came across my mind.
for the first time in my life, someone complimented on my eyes.

that person said ''Wow, i like your eyes. they're pretty.''

i blinked and blinked and said, "Huh?"

'' Your eyes. The colour. It's light brown."

"Huh?"

and i started looking into ppl's eyes who were around me and they looking at mine back.

THEN i just realized theirs are darker compared to mine.

Wow.

That.... was flattering.

xD xD xD xD xD

hohohohoho~ okay. over-reacted. LOL.

Not many ppl know about this. Not even me, until last year around August.

i just found out that, im actually mixed with a lil of Portugese blood.
i was surprised. very surprised. haha. only after 17 years then i knew. lol.

alright back to the article tat i was reading. Hm yeah. i enjoy literature a lot.

Things like literature, photography, arts are able to make us see a total different kind of world that everybody sees.

Through the lens of camera, an ordinary thing we see daily can turn out to be so breath-taking and just simply awesome.
For a few examples, these are some artworks frm a friend of mine:
[NO STEALING PLS. ALL CREDITS GOES TO THE ORIGINAL SOURCE]

To view more of these, u can go HERE

aren't these amazing? it's like a total different world that we see in ordinary perspective.

these all are my real interests but too bad na... i don have the talents and skills. LOL.
But anyway, i did try few times but it's kinda well.. urm beginner level, or maybe worse than that. LOL.

Here goes :

i had this watch that i reali liked but i accidentally broke it. now it can only serve for me at home. someday i had this idea and i was playin around with my phone so.. yeah :] this's the 'baby' of my idea and my phone. The photo was taken with a camera phone so the quality isnt that satisfying.
(this piece is kinda emo eh? xD)

So.... yeap.
Today is a sunday. Im sitting down here blogging. Talking craps.
LOL.

Alright, i shall get bak to work on my PA and MUET files. Gah!

Ciao~!

-shin/ashley-

flaw

2008-07-05T22:26:00.004+08:00

my only wish

is for you to fall in love with me, once again.

you just seem to be too perfect.

smart.

good-looking.

outgoing.

artistic.

cool.

every girl's dream guy. almost.

it's a shock when i found out sth about you the other day.
it totally messed up my mind.

i thought i was over you.
i thought. yea. i thought.

but u just kept coming back.

and i just keep falling for you.

again. and again.

what can i do?
nothing. nothing but just to watch u from here where im standing.

watching you going after another person.
another person that caught your attention which im dying to get.

damn it.
u made it even worse when i realized we have so much in common. interests.

who am i?
im no one but one with low IQ level and a out of shape appearance.
i am nothing like i was before.
i have no rights to deserve someone like you.

flaws.
you are flawless. almost.

and me?
i AM flaw.
i am a flaw myself.

we are like two never ending parallel lines, we have been running alongside each other,

yet

random updates :]

2008-07-05T19:56:00.004+08:00

@#^*$#%!

exactly what my thoughts are right now.

a good screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam is just what i need.

life's crazy upside-down out of track floating up and down what am i sayin #$@#%!

hate hate hate tat sch!

why why wHYYYY just because of what i did in the past have to be brought up to force me being sth tat i dont wanna be??

3 DAYS. i PURPOSELY came late for sch. for the sake of being late and NOT signing in for duty.

i said it. i said it! i DONT. WANT. TO. BE. a prefect.

them it.

this is the first time im being so rebellious.

does this consider rebellious? i guess it's not rebellious enuff. i shud go for more.

Grrrr!

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oh yea :]

i joined in the Praise and Worship last Friday.

i was the guitarist. it turned out okay, Praise the Lord.

xD xD

it's the first time i play using electric guitar so yea :] it turned out rather alright. although i know there were some parts where i screwed up.

but why does it matter? God is enjoying it! That's what matters :D amen!

my fingers hurt tho. i shud have taken pic of it. the effect of letting my guitar collects dust at home.

hohohoho~! =P

miko kiko milo singin' xD

told u im getting more fishball-like. sigh. ><
Florence+me discussin' sth. Kiko ss at the back. LOL.

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falling in love?

or

falling OUT of love?

what am i looking for in the right person?

1st. always the 1st. A believer of Christ.
Is he? Answer: NOT. ==;

2nd. any 'electricity' going on?
Not for NOW. Hmmm...

3rd. any same interest?
i guess not. HURM.....

xD

Conclusion : i love being in a single sex sch. freedom freedom freedom AND freedom.

but hey, it's time to love someone~! hahahaha. know what i mean? :D

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I had 2 AGMs today.

St. John Ambulance + Young Doctors' Club.

new thing to me. their AGM are WAYYYYYYYYYY diff frm my prev sch.

i got myself another writing reports post.

wae?? wae??? why do i always gt such post since F5? ==;
but the good thing is, im the vice. so...... yea, Vice=less work. i hope :D

F and SK were havin sth fishy again today.
i was asked to go to classroom to see sth. i dragged Miko along.

but then, too bad. when i went to 'see' it, SK just erased it on the board.

NOW i'm curious what was it all about. Hmmmmm.......

Well, doesnt matter. Miko and i continued to hang around at the side of our sch.

OH yea, we found a great place to chill and just waste our time at.
It's located at the side of our sch, near the Science Block(whatever that block is called).

Tat place is kinda high up the hill so the breeze just kept comin. Real cool place to chill.
or to date :] too bad, i have no one to date. HAHA!

we camwhored a lil. just a lil.

am learnin hw to camwhore more. LOL.

we shall see my progress in the future ;]

miko kiko ^.^V

miko+me. cut myself out. im too fishball-like to be seen. plus w tat mouth-opened-wide pose, it might spoil ur eyesight. LOL.
the view frm where we're sitting :)

it was nicer towards the right side. anyway, u could c tat PBSM hall frm here ^^

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im getting more and more similar like a fishball now.

darn.

i need to......... start dieting.

i need TENNIS!!!!!

dang.

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one last advice : if u have the MONEY, go for a-level foundation or whatever, DONT come to F6.

updates end :]

thoughts to ponder : falling in love with a GAY, what do i expect in return?

Life as an 18-er? Lovin' it :]

2008-06-21T23:30:00.005+08:00

Though sometimes i might dislike it, but i wanna say this, i lurve growing up.

:]

Today we had class replacement until 11am.
(it's a Sat)

I stayed back since we(Interactors) are going to the Cultural Village in the afternoon.
[there's a group of Interactors frm SMK Bintulu came to Kuching so we gotta tour them around at SCV]

Meeting about the Autistic Association Charity Sale was over at around 1pm in class.

We went out for lunch. Evting was fine UNTIL Fadly told me my shirt was dirty at the back.

I checked and realized there was this sticky thing on back of the chair im sitting.

T_______________T

why me.

anyway, haha. the stain was there the whole day =="

then we went back to sch and yosh~~ on the way to SCV.
the other car was at Damai already. they went earlier since they wanna hang around at Damai.

So... we went with Fadly's car.

The reason i like riding in car tat is drove by ppl with my age is that, they dont drive slow xD

So, yeah :]

he drove at average speed of 90km/h along the way maybe? so yeap. enjoyed the trip :] and also the craps along the way xD

the first ting i saw wen we reached Damai was Andy topless =="
he jumped into the sea. he walked at the lobby TOPLESS to the car to change. i was like, o.O guys..

xD

anyway, i feel kinda relaxed a lil since the sea has always been my fav place. Seeing it and feeling the sea breeze was... wow. = )

and then.. we walked around there a while, took some photos, watched a short 'drama'(=P) and then went to SCV since the SMK BINTULU ppl has reached there.

We went over SCV and it was kinda a mess. No intro no nth.
Then we toured around and watched the cultural show which i have watched for almost around 7th or 8th time. and after tat, -cut short,nth interesting >.<"-

we went back to sch.

now the real fun part begun.

The bus SMK BINTULU used went off first.
Followed by tat person's car(i forgot his name, i'll jz use X then ><"), and then Fadly's(our car).

and then, yeah. everyone got so excited and high and craps the whole way.
Fadly and X were racing. Buahahaha.

they cut car by car and by carS. max 4 cars per time.

it was like, PHEW~~~~~ go straight down with almost around 100 or over speed?

X kept using emergency break and one of his car's break light is spoilt. *swt*

Dang~ now i knw how it's like sitting in a car which my mum usually say 'siao lang, drive so fast'.

i enjoyed it tho :]
(am i being rebellious? xD)

the feeling of being young. good :D

and X got ahead of us after some crazy driving.

We cut the bus which went off quite early before us xD xD

and suddenly ppl frm X car called, asking if we wana stop by at Cat Museum.

i forgotten who, perhaps F, said 'OKAY' while the real purpose is to trick X so that we could be ahead of them.

it ended up that X really DID went to cat museum and we said '' We went there but we dint see u so we came down! and now we're on the way to Kuching city oredi!! '' and it was just so cun that sze kai(in our car) called Andrew(in X car) and andrew din pick up his calls. so we have an excuse that we called them wen we reach Cat Museum(which we din go up at all) but andrew dint pick up phone when we cant find them.

>.<"

that was cruel yet fun at the same time.

oh well.. young ppl. xD xD xD and so... yea.. we back to sch.

i wanted to go home bt they say go for an ice cream before going home so okay i followed along. it was already 6pm.

X car went straight to McD and we who were at sch went w separate car since F is fetching PC home and SK is fetching me home.

it felt kinda awkward at first since tis's the first time i sat in a car alone with another guy. but then.. hm.. we talked crap so it was fine.

and so.. we had drinks and fries at McD instead of ice cream =="

we hang around until 815pm like that.

i bet ppl who came to McD will be like, ''these kids are nuts.''

just imagine the way we talked and well i dono, fooled around.

but i was quiet most of the time.
i was kinda in a 'blank' state. perhaps the result of tiredness.

Andrew said ' SH so quiet'. oh well ^^

then.. SK sent me home.
again, weird. first time i was sent home by a guy friend. oh well ^^

my mum kinda knws him anyway.
but then yeah, lotsa thanks to him. if not i hafto wait for my mum to pick me up at another place =="

so then.. yeah now im here. home. blogging.

it's been a while since i enjoyed things like this.

aww i miss all of my old friends!! Leatrice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Audrey!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dorothy!!!!!!!! come back!!!!!

anyway, yeah. growing up rocks :]

F6 life? dont mention bout it.

2008-06-21T22:29:00.003+08:00

First, allow me to say sth that u might never hear me say. Friends, or rather, close friends knw that i will NEVER say this phrase, and ppl who say this will be scolded by me. Hearing or 'seeing' me 'saying' it, it shows how desperate i am.

O.M.G

Form 6 life is C.R.A.Z.Y.

and i cant believe that i actually COMPLETE my homework EVERYDAY.
(okay i was a lazy student in lower sec sch. i know2. im guilty :P)

and, that school is weird =="

E.g.:

there is this rule sayin that we cant leave the canteen unless we finish the food that we have in our hands.

i did not know about this rule until that day.

Our break time is suppose to end at 1010am.
Est suddenly say she wanted to get some more food so we went down canteen at 1005am.
after we bought our food(3 buns of hotdogs).
I thought we can eat while walkin bck to class.
Just as i wanted to step out frm the canteen, we were blocked by the prefects.
and THEN, i just knw about this ever-so-weird rule.

it was 1009am.

i had to stuff all the food into my mouth

can u imagine that?

anyway.. yea.. F6 is all about.. study study study.

adoh.

what do u say the answer is? :]

2008-06-16T00:29:00.001+08:00

Just another day...

2008-06-13T22:49:00.010+08:00

10th June 08.
We were informed that we were suppose to perform on Teacher's Day celebration.

11th June 08.
First practice. Mess. Chaos. #%@&!^
From 5 performers to 4.

12th June 08.
Full rehearsal. Embarrassed ourselves.
From 4 performers to 3.
From 2 songs to 1 song. [the prefect din realize it =P]

13th June 08.
Today. Performance.
It turned out okay at first during the last minute rehearsal. We played without letting the keyboard plugged to the loudspeaker.

Real performance.
Cant hear the keyboard. My flute was too loud. Est's violin was kinda soft. Miko's keyboard can't be heard by us.

Conclusion : by the end of the song where we reached the climax of the song, we went out of tempo. We were faster than Miko. =="

As expected : other ex-Marians who are music-literate, said, it was okay but u guys were a lil off in the end.

Suprisingly : the teachers n sum music-illiterate said, THAT WAS NICE!!!! GOOD JOB!! Thank u so much for this girls!! [Ms Slyvia].

phew....

but at least it dint turn out as bad as i expected it would be.

and i cant help but kept staring and laughing at the spot lights which has the EXACT SAME COLOURS with the traffic lights.

oh btw, we played Canon In D. lovely song. but we kinda spoilt it a lil. aiyo...

Miyeko : pianist
Esther : violinist
Me : flautist/flutist

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this really made me miss the time in St Mary's during orchestra time. Will just post up some photos here. The good old times.........

Saxophones

We had the candles lighted when the school song was played[Choir girls]

sth is wrong with the ImageShack. Cant upload more photos at the moment. will come back to update again in the future ^^

[PIC] TVXQ in Dream Concert 2008 (they are love!!)

2008-06-08T05:03:00.004+08:00

Look!! Red Sea fills the place! Cassiopeia u guys rawks!

His neck area is red.. i think it's a bit too hot = )

Yoochun! look! he's so cute!

Yunho Yunho the hawt leader is here! xD sexay sexay~!

Minnie are u stress out? xD xD Jz kidding. this must the Rising Sun his part where he go, Ahhhh!! Rising Sun!! great vocals *thumbs up*

the expression is kinda funny xD xD but.. still.. hotness overloading!!
and... Yoochun's hair is a bit outta place >.<

my.. Junsu.. aww... *in love in love* He looks so princy... and his shirt, just like Yoochun's, is semi-transparent. Omo..

isn't he lovely..
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Take out full credits. Thanks = )
Credits to :dnbn + Me!(shin/ashley)

Sweet facts of these 5 boys

2008-06-07T03:52:00.002+08:00

1. During Rising Sun period, Yunho gave his single deck bed to Jaejoong because of Jaejoong's knee injury.

2. During the Rising Sun period, TVXQ won an award, but Jaejoong was not able to turn up because of his injury, so Yunho carried the trophy and said, "This trophy belongs to Jaejoong."

3. Micky and Changmin once said, "Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ."

4. Junsu's response towards the "changing member incident": "If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore."

5. Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life."

6. When TVXQ were asked about "Who is the person of their fate?", they all answered, "The members", except for Micky.

7. Jaejoong once wrote in his cyworld: "Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place..."

8. 2004, on Micky's birthday, Yunho said to all their fans, "Please look after our Micky, I can't use words to express myself, MICKY, I LOVE YOU!"

9. 10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on
Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.

10. During a fan meeting, Changmin said, "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"

11. On August 2005, Yunho carried Junsu to the hospital when Junsu had a high fever.

12. When Jaejoong's knee was injured, Yunho wanted him to rest more, but instead, Jaejoong said to Yunho, "Your stomach is not well, you should be the one hospitalized, not me."

13. In the X-Man "Of Course" game, Yunho said the Junsu, "Did you know that I love the four of you very much?"

14. Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."

15. November 2004, there were rumours about LSM replacing Jaejoong with someone else. Micky shed tears in the "I Believe" live performance when he knew about it. *Micky, I cried too when I heard this news...

16. Yunho's stomach is not well, so Changmin would always write him a reminder note saying, "Don't always forget to eat just because of work." and slip it into his pocket. Junsu would also always remind him, "Eat your food on time."

17. When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with "I like all of them" but when he was forced to answer, he replied " I like Jaejoong."

18. At a fan meeting, Micky said, "Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together."

19. In April of 2004, when Micky was hospitalized, Micky got angry because Junsu didn't visit him. And Junsu said that he prayed everynight for Yoochoon to recover.

20. one time, Junsu wrote "Dong Bang Shin Gi Big Success" on a piece of paper, and then pasted it on the wall.

21. In 2004, Micky was pranked on some show. A tarot reader gave him a reading and told him that he was going to have very bad luck (of course, it was a lie XD). Jaejoong said, "Your luck is bad, so don't cause trouble for the rest of TVXQ." Micky was very upset. After the show, he ran backstage and was feeling miserable, but then Jaejoong went backstage too and gave him a hug.

22. On July 7, 2005, when TVXQ were in Fangshan, Beijing, female reporters were interviewing Jaejoong. He carefully answered the questions and then made eye contact with leader Yunho as if asking him, "Did I answer appropriately?" Yunho smiled at him and gave a little nod as if to tell him, "Yes, you answered very well."

23. One time, when Junsu was pranked as an experiment, Yunho and Jaejoong acted as if there was some serious internal strife going on within the group. Poor Junsu was so scared, he nearly cried.

24. When Yunho was pranked as an experiment, before his four fellow members carried on with the prank, they turned to the camera and said, "Yunho, we love you!"

25. Jaejoong said that when the five members cannot find their own underwear, they will wear each others'.

26. In 2005, when Micky was celebrating his birthday in Japan, reporters were asking if they prepared any presents for him. Junsu said, "No, we didn't. There is just our sincerity." Yunho said, "I think, this is what makes a true partner."

27. Everybody's appraisals of Jaejoong: Yunho said, "Although sometimes, he can be rather rough, he is actually the one most like a mother. He is the most gentle member." Junsu said, "He is the most empathic member who cares most about others when they get sick." Yoochun said, "He is a reliable person who will always stand by your side. He is a member of members." Changmin said, "When you compare him to others of the same age, you cannot imagine... Once you look at him, you get an impression of light and nostalgia."

28. At a fanmeeting, Junsu said, "The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."

29. Four of the members all want to raise dogs, but because Yoochun is scared of them, they all discarded their ideas of getting a dog.

30. In 2006, when it was Yunho and Changmin's birthdays, Jaejoong especially wrote a letter for Yunho *ooohh!! loveletter!! JAEHO!!*. JJ, Micky, and Junsu got two pizzas and JJ lighted candles to put on them.

31. In order to make leader Yunho seem taller, Changmin, the actual tallest member, would tend to bend his knees a bit.

32. After Jaejoong's injury, at a fanmeeting, Jaejoong said to the members and fans, "I don't feel any pain. Please do not cry for me! Actually, once I see you guys, I do not feel any pain anymore!"

33. During an interview, Yunho said, "I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy."

34. The five of them would throw blankets at each other in their dormitory, play rock paper scissors, and play hide and seek in the park.

35. The members said that the five of them have to find some time in the future to go someplace peaceful and quiet, where they can really have fun together.

36. Micky, whose family is in the US said, "Mom is always worried about me living by myself away from home, but because I have the members, I have never felt lonely."

37. When Yunho was asked what his continuing power is, he answered, "Encouragement of the members."

38. Jaejoong said that, "When cooking, salt and sunshine are very important, but Yunho is very important too!"

39. Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong.

40. Yunho said that meeting the four members was the greatest event of his life. He also said that whenever he comes across the word "Promise", he would think about his members.

41. When TVXQ were asked what they most wanted to continue, Yunho answered, "I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!" Yoochun said, "I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain." Junsu said, "The health of the members is what is most important!"

42. Jaejoong said that if he wanted the presents that fans gave to other members, he can secretly take them. He took
someone's shoes, but forgot who they originally belonged to.

43. At a KBS award ceremony, when Yunho and Jaejoong were speaking, Yunho noticed something in Jaejoong's hair and helped him pull it out.

44. In the 51st X-Man, when Micky was playing a game with others, it was very awkward. Yunho, who was on a different team from Micky, especially moved over to Micky's team and gave him a pat on the shoulder.

45. Everyday, Yunho would wake up earlier than the other members and patiently wake them all up.

46.Jaejoong said "I'm the mom and the other members are my children.Yunho corrected him and said, "We are the Dong Bang Family. I am the daddy,
Jaejoong is the mommy, Changmin is the youngest child, and Junsu and Yoochun are the daughters " at this time, Junsu interrupts with a, "Yoochun is my wife!"

47. During the Rising Sun period, Jaejoong was injured and had to use crutches. Yunho would always be following behind him
and would gently place his hands on JJ's shoulders to prevent him from falling.

48. During any member's birthday, the other members would pretend that they do not remember the birthday, but would then hold a surprise party.

49. Sept. 10 2005, at a fanmeeting, because Jaejoong could not stand, they all sat down to sing Hug.

50. During the filming of a Samsung camera commercial, Yunho had a backache, so Jaejoong helped him pound his back.

51. Before a performance, Jaejoong would help Yunho fix his tie.

52. In March 2005, when they were in China, Jaejoong's tie came off. Yoochun helped him pull it back while Changmin helped him hold the microphone.

53. During March 2005, in China, Yoochun used his hands to help pick off the tissue paper that was covering Junsu's face.

54. Each time they receive an award, they would always thank "The Members"

credit: mskim@soompi + farahshar@sayangdbsk

shin hung says : aren't these boys just sweet. beautiful friendship among the 5 brothers. Yes, they are no longer only members. they are brothers. i love you all.

What... happened?

2008-06-06T20:28:00.005+08:00

I love those boys.
I love them.
My life is always them them them them them.

But.

But.

I feel as if they are drifting away from me.
I don't really know them anymore.

They grew up.
and became a man.

They are matured.
They perform songs with more maturity.

I like it.
but.. i don't really like it at the same time.

Ever since they went to Japan, there are so little of videos about their interaction. It is all about attending endless shows.

They.... grew up.
They changed, in a way.

I don't mean that they are famous and proud. NO.
They are still as humble as ever.

It's just that.. sometimes..
I feel that they somehow changed.

I miss the old them.

I miss Micky who cried when TVXQ receive prizes.
I miss seeing the 5 boys that is just so pure.
I miss them who cry in concerts together with us.

Sometimes, i wish they will not produce so many singles in a short time.
It makes me feel like, they are not doing it for music.
and for money instead.

But of course, it is not their fault.
It's the company that arrange all this.
[darn avex and sm]

Sometimes i just wish i could see the real side of them.
Their lazy side. Their annoying side. Their bad side.
I can accept that.
In fact, i think if i really do know some of them in real life, i will quarrel with that person whole day long.

Who? Secret :]

Well,anyway..

I just..

miss you guys.

DongBangShinKi.

not

Tohoshinki.

[if u know wad i mean]

:]

i miss u guys.

[listen to the song i posted here at left side pls and thank you]

Blinded

2008-06-06T19:53:00.005+08:00

[listen to the song i posted at left hand side pls and thank you]

A lot of things seem to come and stumbled on top of me continuosly recently.

Sometimes we are too obsessed over a thing, and we are blinded by it.

I was lucky enough to be a staff in a certain site. Each day, i spent endless hours there and doing what i should do as a worker.

Then, i realized, i havent been paying attention to oppa's news. I browse through them for the job's sake and took it for granted.

By the end of the day, i realized..all these.. started with my passion for those boys.
I started to lose my focus when more things came up there.

Some people's attitude are changed through the 'characters' they wanna be when they hangout at places like forum.
It sounds pretty ridiculous. But it's true. It does happen. I experienced it myself twice, through friends who i know in real life.

My only wish is i will still be who i am no matter what happens.
I'll still be the one who doesnt like gossiping, teasing people, showing our higher status and so on.
I got carried away sometimes, i have to admit. But,who does not make mistakes?

I believe that everyone deserves a second chance, no matter how serious their faults are.
I believe we should be forgiving to those who made us angry and dissapointed.
I believe we should not judge the others, because we are sinners and we make mistakes like them as well.
I believe no matter how close we are to a friend, we still have to respect her and take care of her pride. As a best friend, we still don't have the rights to upset anybody.

I believe, as a Cassiopeia, i belong to all 5 of the boys.
I don't really like it when people start asking me, 'Who is your favourite among TVXQ?'
I care and love equally for 5 of them.
I dont like it when one starts saying He's mine. Stay away.
I believe, as a Cassiopeia, we have the right to support who we want.
After all, i fell in love with them as a group, not for a particular one person.

I believe, we shall all come back to our roots by the end of the day.

it's a bit out of topic at the end, but, that doesn't matter. it's all my thoughts :] and sorry for my #$!@% english.

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